I'm so very tired.

I'm so tired of hiding inside.

Hiding how i really feel.

Hiding from what's real.

Shutting myself off like i don't care.

Why do i do this? I don't really know.

Maybe i do know why, but it's just easier not to feel or say?

Tired of keeping everything locked away.

But it's getting to me, to the point I'm not the same.

It's like i play this game with my emotions to keep people away.

Always the people i want the most to stay.

Feels like each day im stepping further into the shadows.

Hiding, like nothing matters.

But I'm so tired of acting like i don't care.

Tired of pushing the people i care about away.

Tired of not saying what's on my mind.

Tired of speaking but not saying the words i really feel.

Tired, but still just silent.

Mind full of a thousand things i want to say.

But still in the shadows i stay.

I'm so tired of hiding inside.

I feel like im fading away.

I'm so very tired.

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