07/01/20 2:30AM

Do you ever have this fear that you'll never find love/have a relationship?

I have that fear but mostly cause 1. I'm me and I can't imagine anyone actually liking me like that... and 2. I've never had a crush (at least you my knowledge?) on anyone one in my 17 years of existence.. (as I got older I just never liked anyone cause I never understood what the point was cause no one would like me back anyways...) I mean like I get nervous and flustered around everyone so i guess idk if I've ever gotten to know a guy well enough to develop a crush? Because well the way I make friends is wait for someone to approach me or follow the nearest nicest looking girls around (when looking for what my class is..) so yeah...

I just have this fear of never knowing if I have a crush cause I'm just awkward and idk my feelings at all whatsoever..