Joeys POV

so Nicole's recital is in 1 week and she has been talking non- stop about it, I mean I do want to go see her but my god 24/7 ~ " YAY IM IN A RECITAL YAYAYAYAYAYAY " omfg but ya know maybe I might see some people there that I can be friends with! I wonder..

Shane's POV

I have been training for a year now for this recital me and Nicole are in this dance together and I'm really excited we have been telling all of our friends and talking about it to each other like all the time and we hang out a whole bunch and its soooo fun! Our teacher Mrs. Oakley ( No he isn't married lol he's a girl.. it's Tyler as a girl lolol ) says we have been doing a great job and I'm so happy to be doing this it makes me feel free like I can let out all my emotions like I have my freedom to go wherever I wanna go be who I wanna be do what I wanna do feel what I wanna feel it just makes me so very happy! But in 7 days it has to be perfect I can't mess this up or I don't know what I will do. Hey? Maybe I can find someone there? Maybe the love of my life who I can spend forever with.. Maybe I can find him... gay and proud btw! I haven't really ever found love. I had a terrible high-school and I dance as a ballerina for a living and I'm fat I mean who could love someone like that? It's just sad that I can't ever find the right one I mean people give me flowers after some little recitals but nobody ever gives me roses or Kisses or love just never been in love, I just hate it when that happens. I mean in all the fairy tales the princesses always find true love why can't that be me? It's just not fair! I want someone to hold and to love and kiss! And maybe get married to someday in my life I will find someone for me. But until then I will just have to focus.