*Time switch to 2 days back*

Ashley POV,

I woke up at 11:30 last night.My mother in tears my father in a silent mode.

I don't know what to say ;I really don't know what I should do.My arm is .....gone!Its not coming back.I have prayed I even have wished on imaginary stars.I did it knowing nothing I do ;nothing I say ;will make it a part of me again.

I still don't know what to do.

I sit in my bed alone in the room they moved me to early this morning.

My parents are in the food court eating.They protested but,I convened them I wanted to sleep.

However that is true and kind of not.I wanted to be alone.

Some would protest the idea of being alone in a time like this but,I favor it.I need time to think it threw.However mostly to willow in self pity.

Some could say "we'll this has happened there's nothing to do so stop feeling sorry for yourself!"

Others would blame each other.

Then some would loath around and be in self pity.

I'm not for sure what I am but,I do feel sorry for myself!
Why wouldn't I be?

Chester is in a coma he hasn't woke up.Theres a rumor he is going to have to loose one of his legs!
Bailey is having faulty vision!
Andrew can't even move his body!

What is there not to feel sorry about?

A/N

Hey my owls I know I just updated today but,I felt bad leaving like that soooo I decided you know why not??So hope you enjoyed love you my owls!!!!:)