CC and I were walking back talking about what we liked to do, and what they associated with in the future. The movie wasn't that great to be honest. It wasn't anything heroic. And I love superheroes.

"So how's life?"He asked completely changing the subject. "Oh you know, Normal I guess."I smiled. Wrong! Life sucks ass, I self harm because it makes me feel better. "Life isn't something I like to talk about."I said looking away. "Hey, it's okay. You can always talk to me if you need advice."CC smiled and kissed my forehead and walked away leaving me at the door to my bus. He was so sweet. I smiled and unlocked the tour bus door walking in. Zack was sitting watching Teen Titans. I smiled and sat down next to him.

"So how was your date?"He asked. I smiled. "Interesting. I really like CC. He's a really nice guy."I said kicking my feet up. "Awe my bestie is experiencing love!"Zack joked. I rolled my eyes and hit him on the shoulder. I love Zack like a brother. He's always there for me, he helped me get these pills to keep my mind off of self harming. They really work. I remember when I first met him;

*Flashback*

I gulped as Megan brought me over to him. His hair was light yellow, his eyes were a hazel brown. He had a sharp jaw structure. He was cute. But not my type. I'm pretty fucking nervous to be honest. He was gonna be the 2nd guitarist for my new band 'Lovely Death'. He gave me a warming introduction. His voice was lukewarm. I'm sure the girls with fall all over him. "I'm Roxanne. Roxanne Biersack. It's nice to meet you."I smiled. "Well it's always a pleasure meeting new friends."He smiled. I made a new friend. **************

I smiled reliving that memory. He gave me so much hope. He also made me get my first tattoo. It was the &. The logo for Of Mice And Men. They're one of the many bands that inspire me. Ah Zack. My best  friend