OKAAAYYYY!!! I AM REWATCHING DEAD APPLE AND AM ONLY 15 MINUTES THROUGH BUT-

WHY IS THE OPENING SO GOOD?!? IT'S LITERALLY 3 MINUTES LONG AND I WOULD LIKE TO THANK WHOEVER MADE THIS MASTERPIECE LIKE SKWKWKKKWKSKWWK

AND!

Dazai when speaking to Oda: Odasaku, you shouldn't stay there. It's dangerous
Dazai speaking to Chuuya: oh Chuuya, ur in the line of fire. Take some bullets and die

^^I STILL CAN'T WITH THIS HEJEJSIWOSO2OWKOWOS I'VESPOKENABOUTTHISWITH TRAVALERRAY MULTIPLETIMESBUTSTILL SNNWNWK2KW

This is why I ship Soukoku

O H A N D

I will say it once and say it again.
WHY THE HELL IS CHUUYA SO HOT?!? AKQKQKKQKSJ1J2JK2KWK CHUUUUYYYAAAA *nosebleeds and dies*

And let's not forget Fyodor~ such a pretty boi...

Anyways,

This- I had to pause the movie and just take a moment to go cry into my pillow bc THAT'S HOW MUCH THIS HURT BSJWJSJWJWJWJW CUUURRRSSSSSSEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSS *just cries*

Dazai looking down so sadly is what hurt the most in this moment *even more sobbing*

Now off the sad topic- anyone else love how Chuuya rolls his "R"s? Like-

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JSDZFp1Vp2M

I love him so much sjwjjwkwjwiwo3

Why is this anime so underrated like-???? Most animes and mangas are misogynistic, racist and downright triggering with near hentai (yet still cannot be labeled as a hentai bc that wasn't what they were going for💖 note my sarcasm) drawings and they're excuse is fan service (which it kinda is but like- no, that's too much).

BSD does have fan service (I mean- have you SEEN Atsushi's ass?? That boi thicc- and Dazai is...flat snnwmwk2jej) but it isn't too bad (and I actually never realized it until a certain episode with some Shin Soukoku action so-) and it's not misogynistic (unlike other animes I know *cough cough*) with Yosano being epic asf jsjwjwiwiw73

SHE TORTURED KAIJI TO NEAR DEATH ALL BADASS AND THEN STUCK TO HER WORD ABOUT LIFE AND HEALED HIM, THAT'S A FUCKING QUEEN IF I'VE EVER SEEN ONE SNENENEN2JWJEJW

Oh and-
THE AWKWARD CROTCH DIVE SHEBEBBWJO39EOO2 BRO I CANNOT GET OVER HOW GAY THAT WAS I'MFUCKINGMESSINGUPMYWORDSWHILETYPINGICANNOT

I can't find the video but-
THEY TOOK OUT THE AWKWARD CROTCH DIVE FROM THE STAGE PLAY AND I CAN'T STOP WHEEZING DJENWHSHJ2IEIWI2J1HAH2HSHWHH2HWV2VWHSHWU2HW AAAAHHHH I CAAAAANNNN'TTTT

Let's just say BSD encouraged me to continue with my Japanese lessons so that I can watch the stage play without subtitles.

20 minutes in

ALSO ALSO ALSO!!! BSD IS FULL OF SUBTEXT, FORESHADOWING AND SYMBOLISM LIKE SNNEJSJWJWJWKKEKW I guess that's why the intelligent people find it interesting...

This picture is one of the many many examples:

My friend would ask me, "what the fuck is so special about a flower in a drink?" And that would be my time to just pity her and then go on a whole rant about Odasaku and that flower- Even if someone on Tumblr already did it (note that I don't have Tumblr. Yet).

Ok, I might add on more to this but for now, sayonara!

^^yeah, nvm. I'm just gonna watch the rest peacefully