I want to smile and dance around but.... my mind is slowing breaking from my damaged heart a brain I am not ok I just want to cry an to be held in someones arms please someone hold me till the tears stop running down my cheeks I want to scream please one hold me I can't keep up this smile and laugh something in my head making me break down an crash when will stop falling it's so hard to breathe an think with this mist in my mind I don't know what's right and what's wrong . I want to breathe I want to smile  PLEASE MAKE THE SCREAMS STOP!