"Gestures, in love, are incomparably more attractive, effective and valuable than words"

Continuation...

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Mohsin's PoV:

*I sighed taking a deep breath and swam into flashback of that day before my birthday*.

Yes, few days before my birthday during the month of October, I asked for something impossible from her, i.e., Some Break and Some Space.

End of PoV.

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Flashback:

"Shivi?", Mohsin came to Shivangi's makeup room to see her packing up her stuffs for the day.

"Momo? You finally came. I was waiting for you only", Shivangi smiled at him, still packing her stuffs.

He looked at her enthusiastic expressions. She was always like this around him.

"Hmm. Let's go". Both left the set together, after bidding bye to everyone.

The drive was so silent. Shivangi looked at him suspiciously, as he had never been this quiet, especially when they are alone.

"He must be tired of non-stop shooting. Should I ask him now? No no let him become normal. I will ask him later", She thought to herself.

Slowly she held his left arm and leaned on his shoulder resting her head, while he was driving.🌸💛

Mohsin smiled at her and felt so loved with her little gesture. "She's indeed an Angel in my life, who crossed my path at the most unexpected time of my life and made me feel so special always. There wasn't a single time, where she failed to shower me with her Love and Care", he adored her, thanking his stars for sending this lovely angel to him.

"Bu.. but what am I gonna do? I am just gonna hurt her now, unintentionally but knowingly", His smiled faded away.

But soon with heavy heart, he decided he has to share what's in his mind to her. Better now or never!

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He halted the car by Beach side. They always come here, whenever they wanna relax after the hectic shooting. He came out and opened the door for her.

Shivangi always loved this gentleman gesture of his. She still remembers the first time he held the door for her.

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When they went on a lunch date, he opened the car door for her and said, "After you!", and waved her. She raised her eyebrows.

He continued, "Don't look at me like this! I practiced a lot last night with the help of my room's door and Sajjad, as I have never been on a date with a girl officially!". He scratched his head behind, smiling sheepishly.🌸🥺
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She smiled at their good memories and wondered why suddenly her mind is recalling their beautiful moment out of nowhere.

Smilingly she stepped out admiring his charming face, shining under the moonlight. "Why does she always have to look lost around him", she scolded herself, breaking their trance.

Mohsin slowly intertwined her fingers with his and walked towards the beach. Silence spoke how much they love eachother and their mere presence was enough.
🧡🌸🙈

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"Shivangi? I need to talk to you about something", he started in an extremely calm tone, scaring her to the core.

She looked at his expressionless face hung down fidgeting with his fingers. He called her 'Shivangi', means something's definitely bothering him.

Immediately she came near him and cupped his face, "Kya hua? Kuch hua Kya? Why are you so upset? Is everything alright Mohsin?". She was worried.

His name 'Mohsin', always felt so intoxic to him. He prefers 'Mohsin' to 'Momo' from her. Everytime he hears her utter his full name, he melts like an icecream. It always soothes his tension.

He was so scared of himself to hurt this pure soul by his next topic of discussion. He held her hands tightly in fear, not wanting her to leave, but what to do he doesn't have a choice. He really needs to discuss this with her at the earliest to Save His life. His love. This felt to be the right moment for them to discover the maturity in their relationship.

"Shivangi I..I think", he stammered and she was looking at him curiously.

"I think.. we should take a break", He finally breathed it out. She couldn't understand and asked him again still cupping his face.

"What break Momo?", Her brows frowned and she expected him to not utter what she's scared of. He saw her expressions change, but he has to explain.

"A break. A real space from our relationship. It's not like we are actually gonna break-up. Just that I need some space", he spoke sternly not facing her. He's already breaking into pieces inside.

Shivangi's whole world felt shattered. She couldn't feel the ground beneath. Slowly she withdrew her hands from his face and stumbled backwards, not able to believe his words.

"Wh..what? Konsa break? Konsa space? Mohsin you think you don't get enough space in our relationship?", Tears welled up in her eyes.

"No Shivangi! Not at all.. it's not you, it's me. It's about us. I need some time to think. It's not that we are splitting up, I really love you Shivi, but I need to clarify myself of some things and handle them maturely. Mujhe.. mujhe thoda waqt chahiye", he turned around not able to face her. His own tears started to make him weak, but he controlled himself.

"Waqt? Kis Cheez ke waqt? Yeh tum Kya kehna chahte ho?", She spoke in shock, not blinking.

Wiping off the tears, she continued, "I.. I think you are tired of hectic shooting today. We must get going now and talk about this tomorrow. You are confused and need to relax firs..", he cut her off, turning to her and held her shoulders tightly.

"Relax?? Shivangi why don't you understand a simple thing? There's no confusion. I just need time. We have been together for 2 and a half years now and spent 3 whole years since the beginning of our journey. You think it will be easy for me to stay away from you? Definitely not!", He spoke looking straight in an questioning eyes.

He continued in an ever so calm tone, "Sometimes For a lifetime, we need some sense of clarity towards the step we take to move forward. Isliye... Hum bache nahi rahe ab Shivangi. Thoda mature hona padega. I love you so much. I really love you and please understand yeh zaroori hai ab, right now". He didn't know how to make her understand anymore. She was just looking at him, trying to solve the puzzle in his words.

Both heard thunderstroms. "Ahhh", She immediately hugged him tightly and hid herself in the most safest arms. He too tightened his grip, hugging her closer to his heart.

Closing their eyes, she could hear his heartbeats, while he rested his head over hers. They always felt more comfortable in eachother's embrace. Also they know right now, this is a much needed HUG.🌸🥰🧡

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It started raining suddenly, and they hid their tears under the rain drops. It reminded them of all those sweet little moments, they shared during rainy days.

She pushed his hands off her and just ran towards his car without looking at him, settling herself in the passenger's seat.

"Shivi.. Shivangi?", He ran behind her, getting in the car. He again called her, "Shivangi? Kuch toh bolo. Tum thik hona". Her silence killed him already.

But she showed her hand asking him to stop, "Pl.. please drop me home. I.. I understand and we will discuss later. Mujhe Ghar jaana hai", she choked at her words childishly.

He felt a sharp punch in his heart and vulnerable at this moment. She stayed quite throughout the drive and doesn't wanna talk anything. Right now, all she needs is a tight hug from her mom.

Flashback Ends.

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Precap: Flashback continues. Her Silence. His Impatience.

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