"We are all different. Don’t judge, understand instead"

Continuation...

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At Mohsin's home,

Mohsin reached home devastated totally and he refused to talk to anyone. He had his dinner silently, so not to create any doubt in his parents mind with his behavior. But his Ammi has noticed his fluffy eyes and understood, something has happened. She stayed quite to not disturb him right now and let him be himself. Even his a
Abba and Bhai sajjad left him alone.

He checked his mobile to see whether his Shivi has texted him or not. He even expected, whether any video call has come from her. But to his disappointment, there wasn't any notification from her. He was already hurt by her words and this added more to him.

"Even when we stayed away for 3 months, we never missed to exchange text with eachother. We never missed video calling in this lockdown. Yeh sab toh bhool gayi woh. Usko bas jo pichle saal hua, wahi yaad hai. Ab kuch nahi", he silently weeped to himself, with his broken thoughts.

He wasn't able to gather courage to dial her or drop a text. He dwelled in his own grief.

"I feel like I lost her already. Have I? I mi.. I miss her so much. Please talk to me once. Please. Let's clear the misunderstanding. I want us back together and forever.😭 Please come back", he sobbed hard in his room, tears running over his face. He so wanted her presence right beside him. No talks, just her presence.🌸🧡

His Ammijaan heard his silent sobs from outside and decided to talk to him tomorrow.

"Ya Allah! Ab kya hogya inn dono ke beech mei? Jo bhi ho sab thik kar dijiye jaldi", she silently prayed for her kids Shivin.

He was blessed with an understanding family, that left him alone to pull himself back to normal.

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At Shivangi's home,

Here shivangi's situation was no less to Mohsin's. Ever since she came back home, she has locked herself in her room and has been crying her heart out for hurting him badly. She has never spoken to him like this ever before. Today, she didn't know how she mustered courage to pick her voice.

"Maine Aapko ko bohut hurt kar diya! I am sorry Mohsin", she sobbed, not knowing how to take the situation in control.

"Kuch toh hua hai!", Her mother who has been knocking her room's door for a while, heard a deep sob and understood something's wrong with her. But she doesn't want to disturb her now and let her deal herself.

More than expressing her turmoil to him,  hurting him has completely broke Shivangi. There isn't a complete fault on him. He is a guy and guys usually know how to build a strong relation. She regretted high time for busting her emotions.

"No.. no.. why did I do this? Why did I hurt him? I can't see him like this", she cried looking at his Pic in her mobile. She wanted to go back and erase it.

She yearned for him. She yearned to engulf him in her arms right away.🌸🧡

"Why did I break him? Am I being childish by letting external factors in stating small issues that affected me? Hey bhagwan! Yeh maine kya kar diya!", She struggled to differentiate between right and wrong.

She checked his WhatsApp to see him online. She so wanted to text him, call him, video call and check how he is doing, but can she? No she can't. She doesn't have the courage! Because she knows she totally went overboard today with her outburst. She lamented over breaking his delicate, pure heart.

She missed him. She wanted to embrace him in her arms, when she saw his pain filled tears. She wanted to run and stay in his arms forever. Yes forever. She wants FOREVER with him and for which, it was necessary to weight off the burden from her heart.🌸🧡

According to him, for Forever, they need to give themselves some space to realise eachother's value in their life. They took time. They felt the value. He was right though. But she regretted asking for some space. It happened as an impulsive reaction, which was so unplanned from her side. She didn't know how she even uttered those words.

Shivangi regretted for hurting him, recollecting how excited he was to spend some time with her after 3 months of lockdown. He was so much excited and has never behaved odd after this lockdown, and so was she. But just spending time with eachother won't help them decide their future.

Sometimes, we need to think and clear what's in eachother's mind about our future, about our love, about our partner with whom we will be sharing the whole life, before we jump into any misunderstandings and faded thoughts.🌸✨

With eachother in their mind, both passed the night in a great displeasure.

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Next day at Filmcity,

Mohsin and Shivangi reached the sets at the same time. After parking their cars, both entered for the security check at the same time. Their eyes met for a second, but they didn't share a single word. Just then they noticed eachother. Both were wearing Black dress matching eachother. They smiled inwardly at their soul connection.

"Hayyee! My Mohsin's looking like a rockstar with that Ponytail!", Shivangi exclaimed her excitement to herself.❣️🌸

"Hayyee! My Tweety's looking so cute in that black tee and blue jean!", Mohsin adored her inwardly.❣️🌸

They so wanted to talk, their eyes longed to run into eachother's arms. But composed themselves in control.

Mohsin entered for the security check. He turned back to look, whether she's following him after. But to his disappointment, she stood outside the gate until his checking was done. He wished she would come, stand next to him. But nothing happened.

"It's all because of you she's hesitant to even be in the same place as you!", he mentally scolded himself sadly. He went inside, once the formality was done.🥺

Shivangi entered after few mins. Her eyes were only searching for him. She secretly wished him to be waiting for her, as he always did that. "Where's he? He didn't even wait for me, as always. It's all because of you!"🥺

Usually they greet eachother, but today both yearned to just get a glimpse of eachother.

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After a while,

Both were waiting for the shot to be ready and were sitting with other casts. Shivangi looked at him, who was sitting opposite to her but at a distance with a sad expression.

It was very evident that he is hurt with her words, otherwise all these days he was trying to be around her, spend time with her, care for her safety on the situation, whenever possible. But today, he didn't even try to share a look with her. She so wanted his attention and cursed herself for asking space. Moreover, breaking him. She badly yearned for a small eye-lock atleast.🥺

Here, Mohsin has been silently watching her movements without her knowledge, he wondered how did she carried everything under a smile! Didn't he? Even he did the same. Smiling and joking infront of the camera, while yearning for her behind the camera.

But who understands him? Everyone just jumped into conclusions of him being moody. Now what broke him was the only person who understood, what's in his mind without him speaking out has also concluded that he's at fault and heartless.💔 Wow! He was hurt beyond repair this time. His own love broke him, equally breaking herself.

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"My heart only ever had one thought,
one want. One need.
Despite all, in spite of all...All my heart has ever wanted is you!"🌸🧡

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