She's my hero. The only one that I feel like cares...She may be alive but I know she's in pain. I don't want her to go but I know she has to sooner or later. She's gonna leave me in this awful world. All her memories will slowly fade. I'm afraid. More afraid than I've ever been. I'm hurting so much. My mind is conflicting with my heart. There's still so much I want her to see, I want her to be there for me..What will happen when she goes? WIll I break like I did with him? WIll I finally let the darkness consume me? Will I fall apart? It is only the calm before the storm. Please don't take her way.. Please don't...I'm begging you.. I need her, She's all I have left other than Mason....Please don't take Grammy away.