Dear Zayn,

I may make good guesses about what I observe, but that doesn't mean I know you. I know nothing, actually less than nothing. I see things that remind me of myself or my life and I project. That doesn't have anything to do with my knowledge of you.

I'm sad to hear about the way your friendships have gone. It's too bad that all of those years together is reduced to what it is now. Maybe with time, with distance, if everyone is able to fulfill their own careers, because you know some of this is jealousy, then maybe things can be worked out. Never say never, right?

Oh, sorry. Forgive me for the Bieber reference. Ugh, I'm less of a belieber than a directioner, haha!

And don't start putting me in a Niall fangirl club! I used "cute" in context, not a description of how I feel. He does seem like a nice guy, not a player. So in that sense he seems cute, like a puppy or something. Haha, never mind. That sounds worse. Just know I'm not fanning over any of them that way. I don't fangirl. I don't stalk. I just listen and observe, that's all.

In other news...you've forgotten something in your last letter. Or you purposely avoided it.
I thought my question was a good one, not too personal but still something real that you haven't discussed with most. Apparently not, Mr. "Ask-a-real-question." So, no secret letter for you!

And this time, if you want one, you have to answer TWO questions:

1. What is the hardest part of a solo career? Yes I really want to know

And

2. How good is Nando's?

I know, silly question. But I'm really hungry right now and it's the only thing I could think of. Plus I've never had it and that's what every good "fangirl" wants to eat, right? So I want to know if it's any good.

Thanks for writing to me. I still half wonder if it's an assistant with a sick sense of humor, but I'm just going with it anyway.

Sincerely,

Sara

^^^^^

I've been doing some research and I have some fun planned for the next few letters!!!

PS, the last letter was dated Jan 7 rather than another early date in that month only because it's my wedding anniversary. I kind of like that date 😉