Dear Zayn,

This story won't go away. I can't believe you and Louis called each other out like that! Actually, I'm not that surprised Louis said something, he seems to say whatever he's thinking. But you? That was shocking.

I could never do that. Even if she snapped at me publicly that way. I'd have all types of snap backs in my mind. But I wouldn't be able to say it. I would just swallow my words and stay silent. I have already done that, so many times, in other situations. But silence doesn't seem to help things either.

I'm too reserved, too worried about hurting other people. I just can't say something that might make another person feel bad, even if they've just destroyed me with their own words.

The thing is, she's never snapped. She just turned her back on me and walked away, no words whatsoever. And I let her. I never forced her to deal with me, to tell me what happened. So here I sit with all of these questions and all of this pain. Obviously she was never really a friend to begin with because she had no problem just cutting me out of her life. After all of that time, talking and sharing, being a part of each other's lives, she was perfectly fine to just leave and never look back.

What does that say about me? I'm afraid to find out, so I don't ask. But that's one thing that's different in your case. It may not be the two of you talking and asking questions. But at least you've both said something. It's clear that he feels like he's lost something, and you do as well. My friend could care less. And that's what hurts the most.

Sorry to be so depressing, but it's not like I'm sending this one anyway.

Sincerely,

Sara

*Well, I guess that last part was wrong, but you earned this letter. I hope it doesn't make you think less of me*

^^^^^

Another secret letter! Zayn will get s total of five more. They will all have been included with Sara's last letter, so Zayn won't have a reply for a little while...unless my plan changes!! 😂