Dear Zayn,

...

I'm speechless.

I've been staring at your letter for a few days and I'm still pretty much in shock that you actually took the time to write back. I can tell it's really you who wrote it too, the little doodles in the margins and the scratching penmanship don't seem like an assistant, or your mom. And I think it's completely sweet that she's helping you out. You have such a great relationship with her, I'm a little jealous of that to be honest.

Huh, guess I'm not so speechless after all.

I'm glad you didn't think what I wrote was ridiculous. Every time I sent a letter, I'd have regrets for mailing it to you on the off chance that you'd see it and think I was a nut. Looks like it wasn't such an off chance after all. But seriously, lingerie? People actually do that, send their underwear in the mail? Obviously I'm not as odd as I thought.

In regards to sending you the others: maybe. I'm still trying to wrap my head around the fact that you've seen these, let alone share the others with you. What if you share it with someone else? I'd be so embarrassed.

I guess you could have the same worries though. Now I have something personal from you and I could be one of those fans who sell you out, giving your letter to the highest bidder. I want to reassure you that I'm not that kind of person. I don't think I could ever part with this letter, and I certainly couldn't ever show it to anyone. Something about that seems wrong. I'm keeping it in a little locked drawer of my desk, safe from any eyes that may snoop in my room.

So as requested, I won't stop. At least not now. I can't imagine that you'll have time for my silly letters for long. Your schedule seems to be packing up with things to keep you quite busy. But for the time being, I'll send you what I'm inspired to write, and maybe some of the others too.

I'm so glad you liked them. And as always, find your peace.

Sincerely,

Sara

^^^^^

I know I would be speechless to receive anything personal like that from a celebrity. How about you? But luckily Sara found her voice.

Thanks for reading! There's more to come!