i went to therapy. for support. 

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A/N: hey guys, i added this chapter in 2 years later because i felt like i dealt with it a bit irresponsibly and should say that therapy is important; a lover cannot solve things such as slef-harm and suicide. it is important to seek help.

If you need support or are in a state of crisis, please look for the following resources.

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National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255

International Suicide Hotlines: www.iasp.info/resources/Crisis_Centres/