3:03am

Guanlin: Jihoon.

Guanlin: This would be my last message.

Guanlin: I know you don't even read my messages.

Guanlin: My mother left me.

Guanlin: She's gone.

Guanlin: I don't have anyone anymore.

Guanlin: I'll be alone.

Guanlin: I'm still happy I met you.

Guanlin: I'm not going anywhere, but I won't be going to school first.

Guanlin: This morning we even had our last breakfast together.

Guanlin: She still insisted me the face mask.

Guanlin: Now all I feel is regret. It was such a small favor.

Guanlin: I was a bad son.

Guanlin: I'm telling you this, bcoz I really have no one anymore.

Guanlin: My aunt said she would take care of me. But.

Guanlin: My uncle blames me for my mothers' death.

Guanlin: I'm hurting too.

Guanlin: she

Guanlin: She just went outside for groceries Jihoon.

Guanlin: I didn't know she won't be coming back anymore!

Guanlin: She even asked me if I wanted something. I didn't answer her, instead I acted like I heard no one.

Guanlin: Now all I'll hear is silence in our house.

Guanlin: I don't know how to live my life yet.

Guanlin: I'm sorry for ranting

Guanlin: I just

Guanlin: Thanks for lending me your inbox Jihoon hyung.