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Aryan left to chennai the next day and he was worried about how insecure Sitara would've felt and the way the messages and pictures were projected hauted him and he cursed himself for getting irritated at her when she picks up fight out of nowhere. Aryan " arivukettavan naan ava evlo face pannirkaanu theriyaama summa summa sanda podra... explanations kekaamaye avale mudivu pannikuraa apdiye irunu veembu puduchu ellaathayum complicate panni vachuruke .... i should've talked to her, i should've asked her, I should've warned her about Ayaan tch.... thappu panten. ini vaazhkaila indha thappa pannave koodaadhu  "

He was thinking all these in loop for 15 hours of travel and didn't even realise that he didn't eat or sleep for straight 20 hours and the only thing running in his mind was her and her . He came straight to her home and banged the door. None were responding to it and he was continuously banging the door to which her mother opened the door . He smiled at her but the affectionate eyes of her mother was showing a distanted expression which made him confuse and he came in to see Arjun , Sandhya and everyone in the living room and everyone were looking at him with an accusing look while Charu and Vikranth were looking at him with blank expression . 

Aryan looked at this confusingly and turned to Vikranth and asked ' eppo machaan vandha ? enna ellaarum inga irukeenga ? thara enga ?" and called " thara ,.... thara "

while she came from her room with a cardboard box in her hand while her face was completely blank and expression less . Aryan went near her in a swift and tried holding her hand while she went a bit away from him . Aryan sighed and said " Thara I will explain please oru 10 nimisham ulla vaa "

Sitara looked at him and smirked asking " en ?? ivlo naal emaathuna maari ippo emaathuradhuku pudhusa poi yosichutiya ?"

Aryan was looking at her with horror and said " T... Thara p... pls ma konjam naa solradha ....ulla vaayen pls  " and looked at everyone around as he felt a bit embarassed to talk their personals in front of their close relatives who might travel all along their life and now fighting before them would create a permanent black mark on both him and her . 

Sitara threw the cardboard box in the floor and shouted saying " enna thaniya poi solla pora haan ? ennada thaniya kooptu solla pora ? anga groundla athana per munnaadi enna love pannaama irundhurundha nimmadhiya irundhurupennu solla therunjuchula ipo ivanga munnaadi sollu un kedu ketta thanatha . "

Aryan was looking at her and the cardboard box which she threw away had all the gifts he have given her so far . He felt something pricking in his heart and still wished to control himself and started explaining everything in front of everyone keeping his ego aside as after all the mistake was all by his side. Aryan " Thara sathyama nee nenaikura maari edhum illama . ava enaku oru friendaa dhaa naa paathen . andha internship timela avaluku moral supportaa irukalaamnu dhaa pazhagune . engaluku orey project dhaa kuduthurundhaanga so naanga orey edathuku adikadi pora maari irukum . mathapadi avala naa en shouldera kooda pidika vachadhilla thara "

Sitara said in a teasing tone  " ooooo shouldera kooda pidika vittadhilla aana waista puduchutu aadirka ava unna kiss panna varadhu kooda ... friendly dhaa illa aryan ? "

She threw all the pics in front of everyone and he felt literally death would be better when her father saw the pics and looked at him with a death stare . He felt truly embarassed and said in a shaky voice " ...n.... naaa accidentala drink pannirndhe thara ... sathyama idhellaam eppo nadandhuchunu kooda ena... enaku therla "

Sitara looked at him with painful smile and said " oooo idhellaam kooda vitralaam ... aa... aana... naa pasangatta pesradha pathi unaku prechanayaanu kekarapolaam posessiveness dhaa aana ... endha prechanayum illanu soltu Jagadishtaye enna slut shame panna paathiya .... ennaala unna mannikave mudiyaadhu da . Ayaan appove sonnaan avan seri illa ... thappa choose pannita ... entaye unna slut shame pannirkaannu naa dhaa nambala . nee sight adichen ava apdi irundha iva ipdi irundha adhulaam superaa irukumlanu sollela naa seri summa sight dhaana adikuraan nammata openaa irukaanenu sandhosham patruken aana ippolla theriyudhu nee indirectaa naa ipdi ponnulaam dhaa expect panre nee enaku suthama set aava maata theriyaama love panni tholachutendra meaningla sollirkanu . unaku andha Ashwathiya avlo puduchurundha enta breakup pantu avaloda poi tholanjurukalaame ennoda inga mentally,emotionally, physically closeaa irundhutu epdi anga avalodayum iruka mudunchu unnaala ? nee keta ennaye thara alavuku unna nambunen da ....... naasamaakitela .... ipdi namba vachu two timing pannadhuku nee enna love pannaamaye irundhurukalaam . enda love pannenu ovvoru nimishamum aruvarupa iruku "

Aryan felt Ayaan have lied to Sitara and she beleiving in everything she heard and not even giving a chance of seeing it from his perspective made him lose all hope and the way she said she feels disgusting to have been in love with him completely killed him and he stood there not knowing to react . He felt numb while Arjun slapped him across his left cheek . 

Aryan looked at him with shock while Arjun said " ipdilaam pechu vaanga dhaa unaku avlo chellam kuduthu valathena da ? adammanta irundhaalum en thambi nallavandra nambikkaila dhaanda ne enna sonnaalum pannaalum unna thittaama irundhen . ipdi ozhukkam illaama valandhu nikkiriye chi i feel ashamed to be your elder brother kannu munnaadi nikkaadha "

Aryan looked at Arjun with a hurt eyes and turned to Sitara and asked " so...ellathayum sollita  what is your decision ?adhayum solliru "

Sitara looked at him and removed the ring he gave her and threw it to somewhere and said " en kannu munnaadi ennaikum vandhuraadha.... un mugatha paaka kooda enaku pudikala po.... en lifelendhu mothama po... appovaachu naa paatha dhrogam marayudhaanu paakure ... podaaaa"

Charu and Vikranth shouted in unison " Sitara avasarapadaadha "

Aryan looked at her with a painful smile and the moment she threw the ring away he was dead from inside . He looked at Arjun with dissapointment and when Charu tried to speak up he silenced her and said " porend... naa therunjo theriyaamayo panna thappuku idha punishmenta nenachutu poren.... aana ... ini neeye venunu nenachaalum naa unaku etaadha edathula irupen .... "

Sitara smirked at him and said nothing which broke him completely and he took the cardboard box and looked at everything which kindled their happy moments which made him shed tears and he left the home leaving everyone in different mindset. Sitara felt her heart getting heavy and though she was the one who wished for him to go away from her life the moment he started walking away made her feel that she is doing something wrong, and she was looking at his retreating figure with a heavy heart and the moment he disappeared from her vision she sat down without any support to hold on and shed tears uncontrollably . Sandhya glared at Arjun and said " neenga overreact panteenga Arjun. ini neengale nenachaalum adha maatha mudiyaadhu ." and turned to Sitara and said " avasarappattuta d ". and left the place while Arjun he himself felt his heart crushing by the last look Aryan gave him . 

Aryan felt like doing nothing and went to a hotel room as he felt he don't eant to return to his home which is never his after Arjun speaking so much ill. Aryan smiled in pain and said " you feel ashamed to be my elder brother ...... en side enna irukumnu kekavo nambavo kooda unaku thonalela Arjun .... thara.... naa unna hurt pannirkennu theriyudhu .... aana ... eppo ivlo trust illaama pocho ini unna disturb panna maatend... naa un kannu munnaadi varaama irundha nimmadhiya irupela .... " He looked at his mail which had a call letter from a singapore based construction firm and he immediately sent an ackowledging mail and that he would be joining in 2 days and booked a flight ticket by thenext day evening 6 pm with his very own money which he earned through photography, freelancing and internship styfen savings. 

He initially thought of declining the offer and now all he wanted was to go somewhere without anyone .... away from everyone ... away from the haunting memories... away from her....  he closed his eyes and lied back with tears streaming down her cheek while here Charu who called jagadish in a swift got to know everything and glared at Sitara with death stare and came near her to give a tight slap . 

Sitara's parents got frightened and shouted " charu enna panra "

to which Charu said " iva panna velaiku vera enna aunty panna solreenga ? oru dhadava oru dhadava en annan solradha nambirkalaame illa ketrukalame .... jagadish nethu avan koodave dhaa irundhurukaan . neeye ketu thola "

She turned on the phone into speaker mode and Jagadish explained everything on how he defended her and what he actually told and the way Ayaan was sending the pictures from anonymous number giving in to Ashwathi's plan and on how he himself accepted of saying lie here and there to create a bad impression on Aryan and how Aryan didn't wanna expose Ayaan just because he didn't wanna destroy the friendship between her and Ayaan . Sitara sat numb and she felt she did a huge blunder by accusing him in front of all his and her family without knowing the truth . 

Jagadish continued " Minion avar pannadhu , unaku explain pannaadhadhu , unnoda insecurities purunjukaama nadandhadhu ennavo thappu dhaa ... aana unna engayum vittu kuduthadhum illa unna pathi badmouth pannadhum illa minion. nee panra thappa kooda veliya solla maataaru naanga en ipdi panraanu sonnaalum engala moraika dhaa seivaaru . avar panna thappu unnoda insecuritiesa purunjukaama unta velayaadurennu unna hurt pannadhu dhaa . aana adhuku nee kudutha punishment romba perusu d " 

Sitara let out a huge cry while her mother said " naa paduchu paduchu sonne avasarappadaadhad nu ketiya d? summa irundha paiyanuku paasatha kuduthu ipdi mothama pudunguna maari pannitiye "

Sitara mumbled again and again " thappu pante thappu pante " and looked at her finger which was empty and started looking for the ring hastily. she was continuously wiping the tears from her eyes and looked for the ring and it was about to fall in the drainage basin. she hurried up and took it in her hand. She wiped her tears, and the ring was reminding her all their memories together and she slapped her forehead saying " thappu pannitene .... moment of impulsela periya thappu pannitene " she washed the ring and wore it in her finger and came back to living room while her father who was silent all this time spoke " idhu vara un decisionsa naanga thalayittadhe illa ... endha amma apavum ponnu 1st year padikela love panrenu vandhu nikkela engala maari accept panni andha paiyana family maari treat panna maataanga ... naanga pannom because we beleived in your decision. un decision mela unake en ma sandhegam vandhuchu ? 4 sevuthukula irukura vara dhaa its personal .... avan unna frustrationla kathunadhum  nee avana womanisera potray panni ellaar munnadi kathunadhum onnilla sitara apdi onnunu nee nenacha appo thappunu therunje panna unakum avanukum enna difference ?  ... first time am disappointed. iniyum un life decisionsla naanga thalayida maatom ... aana innaiku nee pannadhu thappu ma " and left to his room while Sitara sat in the sofa with tears streaming down her cheeks uncontrollably . 

Charu felt pity for her and sat near her while Sitara turned to her and said" enaku avara paakanu .."

Charu felt her to be really pity and said " avan veetukum pola phoneum switch off pantaand enga irukaannu therla "

Sitara cried harder and said " enaku paakanum d "

Charu laid her in her lap and looked at Vikranth who was talking to someone outside . Vikranth " machaan thangachi pannadhu thappunu realise pannirchu da edho kovathula pannirchu engada iruka nee ?"

Aryan smiled painfully and said " machaan naa naalaiku singapore poren "

Vikranth was shocked and asked " eii ennada solra ?"

Aryan said " kathaadha .... charuku kooda theriya venaa . vela kedachuruku poren . "

Vikranth " deii enda rendu perum ipdi avasarappadreenga ?" and let out a dissapointing sigh while

 Aryan said "naa avaluku venaa machaan .... ava sonnadhukaaganu illa ... love panna aarambichadhulerndhu naanum paathute . ennaala ava sirichadha vida azhudhadhu dhaa jaasthi . ennoda ego, addamancy , selfrespect idhellaam avalayum ennayum vaazha vidaadhuda. adhumattumillaama avaluku enmela trust suthama illa ... trust illaama serndhu vaazhndhu .... divorce panradhuku breakup panniralaam "

Vikranth asked in intruiging tone " so nee moveon aayruva? indha decisionnaala nee happyaa irupiya illa ava dhaan happyaa irupaala ? enda ipdi thappu thappaave mudivedukura ?"

Aryan let out a cry and said " happiness illenaalum nimmadhi irukumla . podhumda ava enna 3 varusham sagichukittadhuku naa avaluku pain thavirthu edhume tharala .... suyatha tholachutu nikkura da enaku en melaye verupu varudhu ... i don't deserve her da. podhum koodave irundhu enga love kannu munna sedhanju poradha paakuradhuku naa velagirure . 1 varusham azhuva 2 varusham azhuva avanga amma appa avaluku nalla life amachu tharuvaanga da "

Vikranth shouted " appo un life? enda ipdi pesra ?"

Aryan remained silent and said " naalaiku 6 maniku flight. idhu namma veetla yaarukum theriya venaa en mela sathiyam . thevayaana things vaanganum vandhu seru"

Vikranth thought of argueing back but looked at the phone with a sigh as he has already cut the call. Vikranth showed sign that he is going out and though charu could understand he is going to meet Aryan she remained silent as she didn't want to force her brother into alternative decision as she could thoroughly feel what he would've decided by now and changing his decision would not do any good to both and they both need  time to rectify themself and realise their mistakes as life would never work between these two if they remain the same . they are obsessed over each other madly and this obsession without understanding would never make things better. 

Charu caressed Sitara's hair while Sitara was asking 1000s of sorries in her mind to Aryan. She tried to call him, but Aryan have already broken his sim and deactivated all his social media accounts and the only persons he wished to be in contact was Vikranth and Charu and they didn't want to reveal his decision until he wished to say . Vikranth helped in getting goods and the evening Charu went to him and slapped him for what he did to Sitara proving her position as both good sister and friend and the next day he was in airport with Charu and Vikranth.Though Aryan initially wanted not to inform his sister he could never leave the country without seeing her or giving a proper good bye . after all she is the only soul who have trusted and been through him almost since her birth in all his ups and downs. 

Aryan " porenda "

Charu " aranjenna poitu varennu sollu da . ava mattumilla inga un thangachi iruka un machaan irukaan . enaku annana unaku velailaam iruku "

Aryan smiled and pressed her head fondly while he found his heart racing subconciously . He looked around and asked Vikranth " hey thara va edhum kootitu vandhutiya ?"

Vikranth glared at him and said " enaku vera vela polappilla paaru ? unga rendu perukum cupid vela paaka dhaa iruken paaru " while Charu hid her nervous eyes under coolers and looked at the column which is in distance where Sitara was standing with tear striken eyes . 

Aryan looked around and said " therlada edho .... inga ava irukura maari feel aagudhu .... miss panrenla adhaan halucinate pannikudhunu nenaikure " he said with a hurt smile and left to boarding neglecting his heart's command to look back she is here . 

Sitara looked at his retreiving figure with tears and leaned to the column and wiped her tears sensing Vikranth and Charu reaching near her . Vikranth "ivan ennad ipdi enna sandhegappadraan. eii unmaya sollud avala kooptu vandhiya nee ?"

Charu nodded her head  hesitantly and showed her behind the column while Vikranth looked at her exhausted figure and let out a sigh saying " idhunga rendukum edhiringa veliya engayum illa idhungale podhum . ivlo love iruku aana serdhu vaazha enna pannanumnu therila . ennatha solradhu po "

Charu looked at him and said " illada indha pirivu theva dhaa idhungaluku . ennanna mistake panaanganu yosikatum . adutha dhadavayaachu adha pannaama irukatum "

Vikranth looked at her and asked " seruvaanganu nambikka irukad unaku ?"

Charu looked at him with a smile and said " idhu vara Aryan dhaana Sitarava thorathi paathuruka ? second inningsla Sitara performanceah paaru. they are meant for each other da . they will get back to each other whatever it may be . naa sonnadhu nadakela neeye purunjupa "

Vikranth looked at the retreating figure of Sitara with confusion and Aryan came back to reality and stared at the lilly pond with tears as effect of past memories . Sitara was staring at the moon and thinking about the same . Aryan looked around the home ..... he worked for 1 year in the singapore company and then started his own firm which is successfully running for past 2 years . As he started earning the first thing he got for himself was this ECR villa which he redesigned as they both wanted it to look like . he wanted to live their memories in this home alone .....  and though he wished for her to moveon he tried to moveon which was never possible for him and everything around him just reminded her and he finally decided to live along with her memories which was an easy decision until he met her. and now his 3 years of stubborn decision has been broken within 3 hours of her presence and he truly badly deeply yearned for this chance of their relationship to work . 

Aryan prayed internally that this should work and played a song which reflected their life . 

Anbae Sugamaa? Un Thaabangal Sugamaa?
Anbae Sugamaa? Un Thaabangal Sugamaa?

Sitara was listening to the same song and this has been the song which she hears in loop all these 3 years as it reflects their life a lot

Azhagae Sugamaa? Un Kobangal Sugamaa?
Azhagae Sugamaa? Un Kobangal Sugamaa?
Thalaivaa Sugamaa? Sugamaa?
Un Thanimai Sugamaa? Sugamaa?
Veedu Vaasal Sugamaa?
Un Veettu Thottam Sugamaa?
Pookkal Ellaam Sugamaa?
Un Poigal Ellaam Sugamaa?

Aryan have never felt home all these years. His own elder brother disowned him and the person whom he felt home was completely shattered by him. Though he had money and residences of his own in Singapore and in Chennai those never felt home and were merely structures of cement and brick.

Anbae Sugamaa? Un Thaabangal Sugamaa?

Azhagae Unnai Pirinthaen En Arivil Ondrai Ezhandaen.
Velliyae Azhuthaal Vetkam Endru, Vilakai Anaithu Azhuthaen.
Velliyae Azhuthaal Vetkam Endru, Vilakai Anaithu Azhuthaen.

Aryan though he seems unaffected and hard he has had numerous sleepless nights wetting his pillow just thinking about her ,her presence and her fragrance

Anbae Unnai Veruthae. En Arivai Naane Erithaen.
Uravin Perumai Pirivil Kandu, Uyiril Paathi Kurainthaen.
Uravin Perumai Pirivil Kandu, Uyiril Paathi Kurainthaen.

Sitara was regretting her mistake of hurting and hating him and she realised the kind of bond they shared between them was not merely love and beyond it. She had her successful profession,fans,doting parents but.... She always missed a piece of her soul and have felt incomplete all these years

Pazhaya Maalaiyil Puthiya Pookkalthaan Seraatha??

Pazhaya Thaaliyil, Puthiya Mooduchugal Pødaathaa?
Vaazhkai Oar Vattam Pøal, Mudintha Idathil Thødangaathaa?
Vaazhkai Oar Vattam Pøal, Mudintha Idathil Thødangaathaa?

Both of them wish for a rewind button of life so that they could rectify all these and start from first as fresh and magical it was and now as the life has given a second chance they wanted to use it wisely and retain their relationship and their very own soul which was exchanged long back

Azhagae Šugamaa? Un Købangal Šugamaa

The full moon shining in the sky was giving new hopes and both of them decided to give their fullest to make it work naturally , without any hesitation , the space and trust and obviously the transparency without pretending. They decided to make it work by remaining their own self as they were when they started their journey of love 7 years ago. Let's travel along their journey of love.

So folks we are done with the past finally let's experience the longlost love and the celebration of love in forthcoming chapters .

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