I knowwww that all artists have this problem at one point or another .......but art style???

Like, I see all these amazing artists and I've just sitting there  admiring their style and then wanting to have a similar style butttt I love so many different styles that I want to have cartoony, realistic and everywhere in between
Then not to mention coloring and shading  styles .......I really hate coloring

So ja I was drawing around and now I don't even know anymore

Granted I'm not good in either style but like skwldkdkkd and wow my camera sucks
Also they are veryyyyy messy but I just want a consistent art style ;-;
Imma just go lol