Everything gets to me.

Daughters getting to see their mom whenever they can. Moms seeing their daughters.
Mother's Day gifts and thank yours from their moms.
Calls from their moms.
Moms respecting their daughters.

And so on. Everything good I see from moms and their children, and I'm stuck with this particular one.

Stuck with the mom who would rather smoke and get high than see her daughter.
Stuck with the mom who won't come see me. But can travel three hours away from her home when I am only one.
Stuck with the mom who didn't even say thank you for her Mother's Day card that I left in her mailbox, because I'm too uncomfortable with the boyfriend.
I'm stuck with the mom who could care less about me.
Stuck with the mom who doesn't want to make plans with me.
Stuck with the mom I'm afraid to talk to.
Stuck with the mom who left me with visual trauma that nobody else in my life will understand.
Stuck with the mom
Stuck with mom
Im stuck with this mom
Im stuck with the mom who doesn't know how much i cry that I want to see her every day

Because I love my mom

But I'm stuck with that mom

I would drop anything and everything for my mom

But, I'm still stuck, with that mom

The mom

"I miss my momma"

I miss my momma.

I would rather do everything we used to do, sitting in your apartment enjoying just the company of one another again, rather than this.

Stop being the Facebook mom

Be my mom

Not that mom
Not the mom
Not just a mom
Not just my biological mom

My mom

I fear in the end you may be my mother, but not

my mom.