I don’t know if I love you
I don’t know how I feel
Did I just make this whole thing up?
Was the fantasy ever real?
I thought that this was right
I saw it in my head
But now it keeps me up at night
Mulling over things I misread
Never have I ever
Been in so much mental pain
Even unrequited love
Could never hurt the same
Cause I can hold the burden
And I can take the time alone
But how do you tell an innocent soul
That their chance has already been blown
Before they even got there
Before they said a word
My heart was already somewhere else
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