My heart doesn't race anymore
When I see your pictures
I don't think of you anymore
When I listen to music

My mind is now free from you
I'm done with my fantasies and delusions
I got over you for a while now
But still, sometimes I think about you

Sometimes I wonder If you knew
Sometimes I want to know your thoughts
Sometimes I want to know your feelings
Sometimes I wonder if you felt the same

Sometimes I think about
What to do if I met you again
Will I ignore you?
Or will I tell you?

Maybe I'll try to act
Like nothing happened
Well, it's not like anything
Happened anyway

It was me who had feelings
It was me who dreamt about you
It was me who wrote poems
It was me who thought of you

You probably don't even know I exist
You probably don't know how my heart raced
You probably don't know that
You were my dream guy 

Well, I probably don't even know the real you
Sometimes I wonder if I dodged a bullet
Or if I lost the dream guy that
I could never even have

Sometimes I wish I never met you
Sometimes I wish I stopped my heart from racing
Sometimes I wish I stopped myself from thinking about you
Sometimes I wish I moved on sooner

Sometimes I wish I didn't let my heart win
Sometimes I wish I used my brain
Because I just made a fool of myself
But no matter what I do, I can't turn back time

Sometimes I think of you, but that's just it
I don't miss the feelings, the delusions, and the insanity
I don't want those feelings back
So thank you for not replying