It's been so long by the living tombstone

I don't know what I was thinking leaving my child behind now I suffer the curse and now I am blind

With all this anger guilt and sadness coming to haunt me forever, I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river

Is this revenge I'm seeking or seeking someone to avenge stuck here in my own paradox I wanna set my myself free maybe I should try to change and stop it. It won't be long before I'll become a puppet

It's been so long since I've last seen my son lost to this monster the man behind the slaughter since you've been gone I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder the sanity of your mother

I wish I lived in the present with the gift of my past mistakes but the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes
Your sweet little eyes your little smile is all I remember those fuzzy memories mess with my temper

Justification is killing me but killing isn't justified what happened to my son I'm terrified it ( something) keeps on getting bigger I'm sorry my sweet baby I wish ice been there

It's been so long since I have last seen my son lost to this monster the man behind the slaughter since you've been gone I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder the sanity of your mother