Chapter 104:

Avni was alone in the room she was thinking something by sitting on the bed.

Avni's pov:

I hurt Neil again like I always do; he always keeps me before him even anyone else; he always tries to make me feel good, happy and every time he gets succeeded in that, but what he gets in return, disappointment. Neil is an example of a perfect husband and me, I always failed as a wife, always hurt him, I am not a good wife.

Avni thinks.

No, he can't deserve this he only deserves happiness and, I will give him that, I have to break the walls, I should plan something for him, probably something which gives him happiness and security that I am only his and will always be his.

Avni's point of view ends.

Avni think and look at the mirror she goes there, she saw herself in the mirror and sighs deeply.

Avni: Neil, I, I, tch.

Avni again tried.

Avni: Neil, I am sorry I know I hurt you. I...

Avni closes her eye irritatingly.

Avni: Avni focus.

Avni again tried.

Avni: Neil, you always think about me, you return my self-confidence, make me believe in myself, I will never forget your this favour...

Avni stop.

Avni: favour? No, no, saying favour word is not good it will hurt him more; he will think I am comparing his love with favour. No, no favour.

Avni looks herself in the mind.

Avni: what I say to him?

Avni thinks and smiles.

Avni: yes, I should write first then practice that. Yes, it will be right.

Avni set on the bed after grabbing a pen and notebook; she kept a pillow in her lap and was set to write, but what she writes?

Avni thinks and starts writing.

After one hour, the room was a complete mess, the floor was decorated with the crashed papers; Avni tore a paper and throw that on the floor; she looked hell irritated.

Avni: you can't write a letter; Avni leave it, these romantic talks are not your cup of tea, you are of no use, you are useless.

Avni kept the notepad and pen on the bed then the pillow, she goes to fresh up as she was very tired after attempting the hundred letter.

As soon as she enters the bathroom, Neil entered the room he had a meeting near the home so after that, he came home and the bunch of papers welcome him which were laying on the floor like flowers, Neil frown to see the papers he picks the one and opens it.

Neil: Neil, I know I am mad?

Neil smiles with a frown on his head he picks second.

Neil: Neil, I know I hurt you?

Neil thinks.

Neil picks another and reads: I know I am mad, stubborn, sometimes act childish but...

Neil grabbed another and read: Neil, I am sorry I know you love me a lot and like every other person want the same from me, and Neil I, I love...

Neil smiles and thinking.

Neil: hmm! So madam is planning to confess her love, not bad, but it seems like she is facing a lot of difficulties, she must have a headache.

Neil shook his head.

Neil: crazy girl, what's the need to do this.

Neil hears the sound of opening the door he looks there and smiles, but Avni didn't see him she looks up and surprised to see him first, she smiles then she gets embarrassed by seeing the letters in Neil's hand she looks here and there.

Avni: Ne, Neil you, this time...

Neil: yes me why? Can't I come earlier?

Avni looks at him.

Avni: no, I didn't mean that.

Neil: relax, I am joking. By the way, what is this all?

Neil looks at the floor, Avni feels awkward.

Avni: ab, I, I...

Neil: you?

Avni: nothing, you must be tired I get coffee for you.

Neil: you look more tired, and about me then I charged by reading these papers so, I don't need coffee, but you... it seems like you badly need coffee.

Avni looks down.

Neil: what's the need to do this?

No reply.

Neil: hmm?

Avni: I disappointed you in the morning so, I thought to do something for you.

Neil: and who said that you disappointed me, did I complain?

Avni: you never complain, but that doesn't mean I don't understand anything.

Neil: Avniii.

Avni looks down, Neil comes to her he cups her face.

Neil: nothing is like that, I will not lie to you yes, I want to hear those three magical words but for that, you should not need to hurt yourself. Avni, I am not saying that planning something is wrong no, we should do this but Avni, you will not get the idea by doing this. These all things come from the heart so try to find out the ideas there, not by writing these letters.

Avni is looking at him.

Neil: hmm.

Avni smiles.

Neil: Avni, you are with me it is enough for me you don't need to prove it, I love you these words give us happiness but pure love doesn't depend on them if we love someone then our gestures, our acts tell that. Ok, tell me if someone daily says I love you, I love you then it will describe his or her love?

Avni shook her head.

Neil: Right! But if someone does small things for the partner like making morning tea, standing with the partner in a hard time, becoming his or her strength, feeding each other, taking care of small, the minor thing these type of small and cute antics shows the love and stronger the bond and you always do this, you take care of my things, my breakfast, lunch, dinner, you always arrange the things for me in the morning so I will not need to find them.

Avni: how you find positivity in every situation?

Neil smiles.

Neil: Well, I gave you the answer to this question many times.

Neil point at the mirror.

Neil: look there.

Avni looks at the mirror.

Neil: that fairy gives me positivity.

Avni smiles, Neil too smiles they look at each other.

Neil: so, the moral of the story is...

Avni: our feelings can only be shown by our antics.

Neil: Right?

They smile.

Neil leans to her ear and whispers.

Neil: but I will wait to hear those magical words, I deserve to hear them at least once.

Avni blush.

Neil: till then I will work with these letters and my love.

Neil kisses her cheek, Avni's breathe stopped.

Neil: get habitual of it because I know what is in your heart so now I can give you these sweet shocks anytime.

Avni look at him with amazement and Neil pecks her lips, Avni widens her eyes.

Neil: I told you.

Avni looks at him, Neil winks which make Avni feels shy, Neil smiles to see her.