Chapter 87:

Neil was looking at ashish and feels bad to see him ashish was crying.

Neil: she need time I will talk to her don't worry everything will be fine.

Neela maa came to him and caress his face.

Nm: thank you thank you so much for always being with avni you and your love changed her a lot we can see a new avni or I say the old avni thank you the thing we didn't be able to do in all these years you did that I am so proud of you. You are the right choice for our avni. God bless you.

Neil smiles. Neela maa and aman took ashish from there he was not able to walk Neil look at his family prakash came to him and hold his arms.

Prakash: I am proud of you my son. Proud of you.

Neil smiles.

Prakash: always be with avni like this.

Neil: I will dad I will.

Prakash and all smiles.

Prakash: now go to her she needs you.

Neil nods all wished good night and went to their room Neil was standing in the hall and think he came to the room and saw avni is standing near the window he came to her and avni turns to him neil shocked to see her teary eyes.

Avni: I am sorry I tried a lot but I couldn't handle that I didn't want to come here like that but.

Avni shook her head.

Avni: I am sorry I disappointed you I am.

Neil cup her face.

Neil: hey it's ok it's ok I understand I know it's hard to forget everything I know it will take time to get the things at the right place it's ok and who said you disappoint me hmm Avni I am proud of you the way you faced your fear, your past and that demon is incredible. The man whose mere thought gave you shivers you fought with him and saved yourself without any help you are strong avni and you proved it today I am proud of you Avni proved of you.

Avni smiles with teary eyes and hug him they felt peace in eachother arms. After that.

Neil: Avni now you should sleep you need rest.

Avni nods Neil went to change and then they lays on the bed avni turns her face to Neil and was facing his back Neil was awake he wanted to console her but he thought she should learn to handle herself and he want her to take step towards him if he always pampers her and available around her she will depend on him he want her to be strong enough that she can face any situation bravely and he didn't turn to her he want her to take step to him avni saw he is not turning to her she is habitual of his presence she thought Neil will be with her but he is not turning his side she thought that Raghav's words also effect him and he is thinking that don't know what Raghav did with her before that also. Avni went near Neil and hug him from behind Neil open his eyes and look at her hand he turns to her Avni was looking at him and trying to find his eyes that what is in his mind Neil cup her face and kiss her forehead he sign come avni sleep at his arm Neil was hugging eachother.

Neil: what happened?

Avni shook her head.

Neil: afraid?

Avni shook her head.

Neil: then?

Avni: nothing.

Neil frown. Sometime we don't have words to explain what we want to say.

Neil: ok sleep.

Avni close her eyes and Neil caress her hairs soon she sleeps Neil think.

Then Neil was standing in the lawn and burn the matchstick and throw that on something he burned the bed sheet and Saree which can make avni to recall that day and he don't want that he was looking at the fire angrily. Then he tunrs to go and stopped to see someone he was looking at the person it was avni she was looking at him with teary eyes she look at the fire Neil turns his face then look at her she also look at him.

Avni: why you burn them?

No response.

Avni: that thing is disturbing you?

Neil didn't reply and was looking at him.

Avni: are you thinking about what he did with me and where where he t.

Avni stop Neil shocked.

Neil: Avni.

Neil get angry.

Avni: I I know you will not like it but the truth is I am not worthy I don't deserve you I I am impure.

Neil: Avni.

Avni flinched she never saw him in that much anger he was panting he clenched his fist and close his eyes to control his emotions.

Neil: stop it avni not a single word more.

Neil look at her and gulps he went from there avni was looking at him and think her eyes were teary Neil came in the room and was angry Avni's words hurt him. Avni came in the room Neil turns to her and saw her teary eyes which are his weakness Neil turns his face and close his eyes he scratch his neck and was trying to control his emotions. Avni was looking at him she know she hurts him but she is also fighting with her inner soul raghav played his game before going. Avni came to him.

Avni: Neil.

Neil: Avni how can you think like that?

Neil turns to her.

Avni: but that's true I don't know before that what he did with me. You deserve a good girl and i am not that girl I don't deserve you I am

Neil catch her arms and pull her back to the wall avni open her eyes and look at him he was giving her a deadly glare.

Neil: Avni don't you dare to utter a single word against my wife.

Avni was looking at him and Neil was he'll angry.

Neil: you will not decide who deserve me or not I will choose with whom I want to live and my wife is pure if a bastard did something with her then it's not her mistake she is pure this pure impure, society made these things I don't believe them no one has the right to raise a finger on my wife not even you what you said that thing effect me what you wanted to say which thing effect me that he tried to abuse you when you was a kid or what he tried to do today if you was talking about today then it was our plan and you saved yourself and if you was talking about your childhood then it was not your fault and I am not effected by any thing and about you don't deserve me then get one thing clearly in your mind you and only you deserve me even now you are for me the same Avni who you was till yesterday my love is not that weak that a bastard bark something and it vanished you wanna see it.

Avni was looking at him Neil kiss her whole face in anger and neck avni's eyes were closed and she hold his neck she runs her hand in his hairs then Neil look at her both were panting Neil kiss her lips to show her how pure and true his love is nothing can effect it and fade it then avneil. were looking at eachother