"Madison??? What have you been working on?? Surely this whole evening was good for something?? Did you do something productive?! Maybe work on a chapter...Or your secret books?"

HAAHAHAHAHAHHSHAHAHAHA

no.

Instead, I've been running through my music a few more times.

I'm confident.... kind of...

But what I really need to settle is my nerves..

Even if it is just me and my accompanist, my voice still shakes.... and that makes me run out of air a lot faster....
And I have high and long notes.

Ugggggghhhh

I just want this to be over...
(And I bet so do you so I'll be able to stop talking about it!)

Maybe I should run through the song one more time,