Author's Note: Mature content warning from the beginning to the ○ sign.

Clary

"What's taking so long?" Sebastian asks irritated.

"I...I'm sorry sir," I whimper. Dinner is supposed to be on the table at 6:00P.M. and it's 6:02P.M.

"You will be, you worthless waste," Sebastian growls. I quickly finish up dinner and make his plate. Then, I stand beside him and watch him eat. I'm not allowed to eat unless he gives me permission. Sometimes, I sneak food though.

Sebastian sets his fork down. H....he doesn't like it. "What is this?" Sebastian asks roughly.

"Turkey with mashed potatoes, gravy, and green beans," I answer quietly.

"It's more like garbage," Sebastian says distastefully. I feel the blow to my stomach before I see it. I double over in pain as he stands up. He pulls his belt off. I should've tried harder. This is going to hurt so much..... Sebastian walks toward me. "Not only was dinner late, it tastes like shit." He steps closer. "Now, you're going to taste something to make up for this." He unbuttons his jeans and pulls his member out. Then, he walks toward me. My back hits the wall. I'm cornered..... He aims at me and proceeds to pee on my face. I hold back tears as he releaves himself on me. "Taste it bitch!" I reluctantly open my mouth, knowing it'll be worse if I don't. Once he's finished, he walks closer until his member is touching my lips.

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I feel someone shaking my shoulders. "Wake up Clary," I hear a voice say. I open my eyes and look to see Jace. I quickly look at the clock and realize it's 3:30A.M. H....he's must be so mad..... What if he hurts me? I.....I can't let him hurt my baby.

"I...I'm sorry I woke you," I whimper. "I didn't mean to. I promise it won't happen again. I...I'll make sure. Please, I'm sorry."

"Whoa, calm down," Jace responds. "I don't mind that you woke me up. I don't want you to be alone when you're in distress."

"It's nothing really," I lie. "You should get back to sleep."

"Do you want to talk about it?" Jace asks gently.

"No, as I said, it's nothing," I lie. Jace doesn't seem convinced, but he nods.

"Good night Clary," Jace mumbles on his way out.

Several Hours Later

I wake up and make Jace breakfast. This is a good way to pay him back for waking him up. I scramble some eggs, toast some bread, and fry some bacon. Jace doesn't come down when I finish, so I decide to see if he's awake. Quietly, I walk to his room, open his door, and see his sleeping silhouette. Maybe I should just keep in the microwave for him. I walk to the kitchen and put his food in the microwave. Then, I look around for a newspaper. Once I find it, I turn to the jobs section.

Truckers needed.
*Required to have a class b cdl
*Truck Driving history is preferred

Well, that one doesn't work....

Nanny needed.
*4 kids, 1 year old girl, 3 year old boy, 5 year old boy, and 6 year old girl.
*Can't have children or family as it is a full time live in position

Nor does this one...

Exotic Dancer
*Work odd hours
*Size 38D or larger chest

Defiantly not going to work.....

Maid
*Work 5 days a week
*Clean up after family
*Live in position

I could try......

Computer Programmer

Not......

I hear footsteps coming down the stairs. I stand up and set the newspaper back where it was. "Good morning, sir," I greet, making sure to keep it proper.

"It's Jace, and good morning to you as well," Jace keeps the proper dialogue. I....is he teasing? No, he wouldn't do that. You're just a charity case, there's no other explanation.

"I made you breakfast Jace. I hope you like eggs, bacon, and toast," I smile politely.

"Thank you," Jace responds. He sits down and looks at me expectantly. Does he want me to serve him? I slowly approach him. Then, I take his plate and begin setting eggs on it.

"H...how much would you like?" I ask nervously.

"Clary, are you not eating with me?" Jace asks confused.

"Well, I don't want to be a burden. I'm already using your guest room, water, and electricity. I can find my own food," I explain.

"I don't doubt that, but I want to know for sure you to have everything you need and that includes food," Jace responds. What is his game? He's not helping me for sexual favors. He wants me to use his resources. "At least eat something for the baby," Jace pleas.

"O..okay," I concede. I hand Jace his plate and retrieve one from the cabinet. Then, I sit across from Jace at the table. "Thank you."

"You're more than welcome," Jace begins. "So.....do you know how far along you are?"

"Uhh," I don't know exactly.....he raped me frequently. But if I tell Jace that, he'll think I'm a slut.... "I'm not sure," I quietly admit.

"But you know who the father is," Jace mutters. I involuntarily inhale sharply. "I'm sorry, that's none of my business."

Just tell him it wasn't consensual.....No then he'll think your weak and docile... "I know who the sperm came from," I reply.

"I'm sorry Clary, I didn't mean to," Jace's words falter. "Have you seen an Obstetrician?"

"Uhhh, no I don't exactly have insurance....." I vaguely explain. I do, but Sebastian has it monitored, so when I use it, he'll find me.....

"Oh, I could help you," Jace offers. "I know someone."

"I...I can't go to the hospital with my name," I comment.

"Clary, are you....running from someone or something?" Jace asks concerned. What if I tell him and he tells Sebastian somehow? I don't trust him, but....do I have a choice?

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I do not own any of the Mortal Instruments books, materials, etc. All credit belongs to Cassandra Clare.

Author's Note:
I hope you all like it! Please leave comments, votes, and feedback. I'm going to update, when I do and it'll be random.

Originally posted: 11/25/18