is it love, could it be, could I fall in love?...!

I want you on my side, show you the beauty in the World, make you smile, I just want you happy, then ever!

I want you far away from me, stay away, I am just a black whole, dark and stone cold.

let me love you,... Wait! stay away from me!! I would only breake your heart like everyone else. But I realy dont want to hurt you!... please believe me.

I am torn inside... I want to try love again, but its just that I shut everyone out who comes to near...

Just promise it will never be like that, that all my fears groundless.
say all you can, but it wouldn't change anything, its still inside me, the worst thing and the fear that I could only hurt someone, when I try to love again...

is there someone, someone who could help me? I dont want to think all the time on that thing or the bad ones. I can't anymore... it cuts me out and leafe me alone again, its just like every time, fu***** fears! I hate them!!

Just let me run in the pain it will be ok  for me. But not, if I hurt someone, and thats the problem!..

I will love again someday and it will be ok, then.
Never give the hope up, its inside you!
All the fears, the pain and also the pretty, joy and your smile.
Dont lose it, just love your smile!

heart over and out <33