MY NAME IS OLIVIA MILLER daughter of the one and only Andrea Miller. She is my only parent that I know of, but my dad is out of the picture I guess. He comes often to cousins in summer for the Fourth of July along with the fishers and Conklin. Well, the fishers are already there since it's their beach house.

We've been going every summer since I've been in diapers so I grew up with the Fisher brothers and with Steven and Belly. Well, I've been close to Steven and Belly because we go to the same high school along with Taylor who is mine and Belly's best friend.

Anyways, growing up with the Fishers and Conklin has been good even though the boys always think they were cooler than, belly and me because we used to be nerds well, that's what they say because we had glasses and shit so that's why but that didn't bother me but it bothers belly for some reason I don't know why. Anyways,

last summer I didn't go to my cousins why because so-called 'my father' wanted me to be with him for the summer and I had no choice because he told the lawyers so yeah, but the time I was with my dad I had a few changes and those changes made me regret it when I came back to school.

Every guy looked at me like I was a new meal making me feel annoyed and it was not just me who had a glow but so did belly she looked really pretty and then it made me feel better knowing I wasn't the only one with a new look.

But knew belly had a change because this summer she wanted to be pretty and have guys' attention and that meant someone she liked who she hasn't told me about at all. She has told me that she's crushing on I don't why but I told her about mine and I still remember that day I told her and Taylor.

FLASHBACK
"Okay, now that we are all sitting here and spilling our secret I need to know your guys," Taylor said with a smirk on her face making me groan knowing what she wants to know.

Taylor is the type of best friend who will help you to get with someone and to cheer you up and shit and I'm the type to stand for my best friends and help them, be there for them too. And lastly, belly is the quiet one she doesn't feel sure about stuff and that's okay because that's why we help her.

"No, not again," I whined making Belly look at us with a smile.

"What?" Belly asked confused making us look at her.

"Tay, wants to know who are crushes are," I said bumping Taylor's shoulders playfully.

"Oh, come on. You guys need to tell me we are best friends and I'll keep it." Taylor said begging us making me think about it.

Yes, I do trust her with everything and I also trust Belly so I guess it's right to tell them. I let out a groan and threw my head back.

"Ugh, fine," I said to her as she began to squeal making me and my belly laugh.

"Okay, go on." She said to me.

"Fine, just promise me you won't make fun of me or something okay?" I said feeling nervous about what I was about to say.

"It's one of the fisher boys," I said playing with my fingers.

"Oh my God, I knew it," Taylor said making me look at her.

"What?" I said to her as my face began to turn into a tinted red.

"Who is it? Wait-no, let me guess. And I think I know the answer to that." Taylor said to me making me look at her with confused and scared eyes. If she does then it's obvious everyone would know including him.

"Yeah, okay. I'll believe that." I said crossing my arms between my chest and rolling my eyes. She probably doesn't know.

"Conrad." She said with a proud smirk on her face. I wanted to react to it or something like saying, 'Got you' or like, 'It's a joke.' But I indeed like him. Ugh, it's weird saying that but it is true.

I felt my face turning red making me look away.

"Aaah, I knew it. Oh my God." Taylor said to me making me laugh.

"But girl he's like what eighteen and you're fifteen," Taylor said to me making me shake my head.

"Uh, I'm almost sixteen," I said shaking my head.

"Anyways, are you happy?" I said to her and she kept nodding with a smile making me roll my eyes. I turn to Belly who was quiet.

"Who's your crush?" We asked her trying to make her speak but she had like a face I never recognize.

"No one." Belly said making Taylor and I look at each other saying 'weird.' How does Belly not have a crush?

"No one." She repeated making Taylor and I go up to her with a smile.

"Don't worry. You'll find the perfect boy this school year or who knows probably at cousins." I said shrugging my shoulder with a smile making her nod.

"Maybe." She said to us, before my face had a smirk making my two best friends look at me confused.

"You know what time it is?" I said making them shake their head until they both realize what I meant.

"PILLOW FIGHT!" We all said at the same time before grabbing our pillows and attacking each other with laughter. And this was one of my most amazing and favorite nights ever with the two girls I love the most.

END OF FLASHBACK

And so that's how they both know about my secret which makes me think what will happen after this semester is over and I get to go to cousins with my mother and the Conklin this year.

Probably this will be a long ride with someone closer to me and someone I've been in love with him since we were twelve. I never thought I would have been in love with someone, like Conrad Fisher.

I mean we are different. From what Belly has told me Conrad is going to college and I'm still a high schooler and I know damn well that won't happen, nothing will happen with him. We are from different worlds. And I guess he will never look at me the way I look at him.

This year will be chaos how would I know? I don't but I have a feeling. But as I began to push my feelings away for a fisher boy.

I met someone who I thought I would be happy with but turns out it was full of chaos and I got hurt. And was often never told my best friends or my mother but I faked it all as I tried to be happy but never came to that so I was stuck with him even if I didn't want to but it was by force and that's why I never get to close with people other then the people I love the most because they won't hurt like he did to me. So it's hard to trust and let them into my life after the tragic relationship I was in.

That's what changed me.

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