I feel like some people have "presence" and I just don't. No matter what I do, no matter how outgoing and friendly I act (which does not come naturally for me but I put a lot of effort into it xD), people just don't notice me. I don't know how to fix it. And I'm to lazy to fix it. I won't because I careless about it.

Let the invisibility do its job!

I don't care about improving myself. Self improvement is masterbation. However, I will admit that when I don't know something I have a near uncontrollable drive to find it out.

Ahhh I hate my thoughts they are useless.