You don’t deserve what is happening to you. That was not how friends are supposed to treat each other. You are allowed to fight back. Things will improve. Don’t try to be friends with others simply due to geographic proximity. You aren’t a freak. There isn’t anything missing from you. Stop trying to be someone else. Find the right people and accept who you are.

You are a nice friendly person and you don’t have to prove it by being a doormat and smiling until your cheeks hurt. You don't have to make the perfect choice about your future. You can’t waste your talents as long as you are doing something you enjoy. It’s okay to be a book nerd. You should write all your ideas down because one day they will be the key to change the world

You can’t fake it. You’ll still seem different. So then you’re still the outcast but without the dazzling brilliance that people will respect about you.

The world is far too boring of a playground, and whenever you try to make it interesting, people always butt in saying "YOU CANNOT DO THIS" and get in your way.

How I see you is, smart, dependable, caring, sweet, beautiful, funny, extremely nice, you think about your actions which not many people do now a days, your cute and I love you.

Do you know why no one cares about you? It's because of this, you hunt to be alone, you push everyone away from you, we wanted to be your friends but all you did was either staying silent or slap us with your 3 to 5 words sarcasm. Stop thinking why everyone will leave you or did, it's your fault don't blame anyone but yourself amd yeah go apologise like a hoe, he loved you I did too you but all you did, was retiring away from us like we don't even matter, it's over.

I'll add more later when I remember some of them.