I always feel like a burden. As if people didn't have enough problems to deal with, I had to show up and make it even worse. I've stopped asking for help. I can't ask them anymore. They all have their own problems that are way worse than mine. I'm not worth anybody's time. My tears mean nothing anymore. It's always the same thing. I can't even take care of myself. I'm weak and I rely on others for answers. Why must I be such a burden on everyone around me? I can't take this anymore. I'm sorry for every time I bother you just because I'm having a bad day. I can't keep bothering everyone like this. I'm not everyone's problem. I'm sorry I'm so selfish. Maybe it would be better if I just disappeared. Slowly, and then gone. Start detaching myself from the ones I love. Maybe I can protect them from me. I can't expect them to always deal with my shit. I'm not worth anyone's time. I need to start closing doors. I'm sorry everyone...