Poison in my mind
Generated by something I can't control but made so much more because of my head
That twisted little demon takes that fear
Gives it food and shelter
Feeds it my sanity and sense of calm
And makes it grow
Until all that's left is the fear
And the the fear is hungry
So it eats my soul
My very being
It eats away at everything I ever have been and ever will be
That fear causes me sickness
Not just mental
Soon it starts to leek
And out of my mind and though my body it goes
To my stomach and in my lungs
It becomes clogged up in my system
I can't eat
I can't breathe
The day's food is evicted due to the fact that the fear needs more room to clog my system
I stop being able to function
And slowly just like my mind
My body dies too