I don't have long hair, wear pink clothes, paint my nails, or anything like that. But that sure as hell doesn't make me any less of a girl. So what I have short hair, black clothes, and probably the grossest nails ever? How does that make me less of a girl? Is it because I don't look like a girl? Is it because I don't act the way you want me to? Do I have to fall into every single aspect of a dumb stereotype that you have made into law? So you make me wear pink clothes. Tell me I need to grow my hair out because let's face it my short hair makes me look like a dude. Give me fake nails to match my fake smile. Tell me that I would look so pretty if I just dressed like a girl for once in my life. Tell me that I dress like a guy. Tell me my hair is ugly, my clothes are ugly, my nails need work. The way I dress should not define me... but yet it does. Please... let me wear what I want, let me be happy... instead of you. I can't seem to ever be the kid you want me to be, I'll never truly be who you want me to be, maybe I will on the outside but on the inside... never. Sorry I can't be the perfect little stereotype that you want me to be. I'm not your doll and it shouldn't be your right to force me to dress the way you want me to look. Do my hair and control how I look and how I act, controlling everything I do for Christ's sake. You can control everything I do, you can control how I look, but you will never change who I am. You may have brought this piece of shit into the world but I was never yours to control. I'm only your child by blood but if I had any choice in the matter I wouldn't be. I am not your little girl. I'm my own girl with short hair and black clothes. I won't be what you want me to be and I'm truly sorry about that. I'm just not that person and I never will be. I don't look like a guy, I look like a girl. Even with my dark clothes and short hair I'm a girl and I dress like a girl. Don't tell me I look like a guy because I'm not your perfect ideal of what a girl is supposed to be because I assure you I look like a girl. A fucking ugly one but hell! I look like a girl so fuck off. I don't wanna wear your dresses or skirts, I don't wanna have long nails covered with a light pink, and I sure as hell don't wanna be your puppet anymore.