Its your local hoe, here to fucking vent for the millionth time

"Rei you fucking cunt, did you lie about not venting anymore? God youre such a whore. Suck it up, sweetheart. Go find something better to do rather than play the innocent cuck who cries alligator tears"

Ok im sorry, but i just feel like fucking shit. I thought i was cured from my depression, but it only got worse. Thanks a lot to my dad, shitty high school classmates, hell even some of my irl friends caused this shit.

Im a bipolar fucker, who is eaten up by depression everyday. My looped thoughts are:

-"youre art is shit"

-"your friends' art are better than yours"

-"you are a fat, ugly cuck"

-"youre overreacting, shut the fuck up"

-"pityful bitch"

-"youll never get a girlfriend, disgusting waste of space"

-"lol just fucking die"

And thats just the least of it. But who fucking cares anymore? Nobody wants to hear my pathetic, worthless cries of supposed pain anymore. Theyre sick of that shit.

Im sorry, but i cant fucking stop. 

Im sorry.