i dont wanna live anymore

the fact that i wasted my time making these is absolutely ridiculous

i am seriously losing my fucking mind at this point

i dont know what to do anymore. my "friends" at school dont make me feel as happy as i should be, my jealousy has inflated so much that its fucking impossible to deflate it, and my anger towards myself is just,,, fuck

this is fucking insane. i dont like myself, at all.why even bother trying to be happy anymore?? im more hurt by people and family than anything else, maybe thats a sign that i dont deserve it

fuck me, i am such a prick.