Avni's POV

I didn't fight it.  I don't know why I didn't stop him. The feeling was so exquisite.This shouldn't be happening.

I responded back to his kiss, grabbing his head to hold it. Neil moaned & squeezed my waist more pushing me towards his body. I don't know what had happened to me in the heat of the moment. It was as if I wasn't myself anymore.

His hand went behind my neck, moving my long hair to one side while his lips were on me. He was searching for the dori behind my dress. He found it & yanked it open. His hands lingers on my bare back drawing patterns. Then he grabbed both sides of my top, pulling it down my shoulder, exposing some of my cleavage. Suddenly, I froze when I realized what I was letting to happen. I pulled away from him, holding my hand against his chest. My breathe was more laboured & my chest was pounding.

"Avni" Neil whispered trying to catch his breathe.

"What wrong?" He asked in a low tone as I touched my bruised lips.

What did I do?? I kissed Neil! The guy I hated the most since college. What is wrong with me, I thought. Tears came through my eyes as I shut them in disgust.

I ran away, running up the stairs to my room. I needed some time alone.

"Avni!!" I heard him yell my name, running behind me up the stairs.

I whimpered as he grabbed my arm to face him. His eyes.

"Stop running  Avni" he said panting hard as he held me tight.

"Leave me alone Neil!...What are you doing?!" I cried out as he picked me up in bridal style. I cringed & yelled very hard.

He didn't say a word & took me back down to the kitchen table as I struggled to get out of his grip. He laid me down on the table, pulling my legs apart. He positioned himself between my legs.

I tried pushing hard to get out of his grip but he held my wrists up my head to hold me in place. My bangles were now breaking on the table because of his firm hold, making a breaking glass sound.

"Shhh Avni" he said dipping his head in the crook of my neck, inhaling my smell. My breathe stopped at the site of how intimately close we were.

He leans back, holding my chin to look at him.

"I only came today to apologize to you Avni." He said softly

He took a deep breathe & his eyes softened looking into mine.

"I'm sorry Avni, I didn't mean to hurt you during college times." He said with guilt. His eyes were looking deeply into mine.

I shut my eyes, not wanting to look at him.

"Avni, I know I was wrong the whole time.. I've hurt you a lot..it was stupid of me.." please forgive me yar. His lips inched close to mine.

I looked at him in disbelief.

"I wonder what kind of bet your trying to win this time with your friends Neil?" I said sarcastically

"What's the bet this time huh? To make out with me? Or to get my forgiveness?" I snapped.

He gritted his teeth in anger.

"You think this is for a bet??... your wrong.. it much more than a stupid bet!" He said.

With that he nuzzled my chest inhaling me. Then kisses my earlobes. I couldn't move.

"Avni please.. forgive me." He said while trailing his lips to my neck again.

Why wasn't I stopping him? Why did he make my heart beat un-stable?  Why did I want to feel his lips against mine again?

Just then the phone started to ring.

I pushed him away quickly coming back to reality & ran to answer the phone. It was a wrong number. Neil's face dropped with disappointment. His lips were plumped & his hair were all a mess.

"You should go" I said while running to grab my dupatta which was on the floor.

"But Avni-" I cut him off

"Please. Just leave me alone & go Neil." I said

"Avni please.. I'm sorry.. let me make it up to you.. " his voice trailed off when my parents showed up at the door.

"Neil beta, your mom was asking where you were?" Ayesha inquired

"Oh nothing aunty.. we were.. just.. catching up on old college times. It has been a while since we've talked.. that's all." He said mumbling.  He says bye to mom & Dad & looks at me before leaving.

I ran into my room & fell to the bed. I started crying non stop. I went into the shower & sat under it crying. I was trying to erase the touches & kisses he planted on my body. My wrist, my cheeks, my arms, chest. My skin was flaming on wherever he had touched me. I shouldn't have let him touch me, I cried.

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