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**His Love Her Strength**
**Season 2**

Chapter 5

Many thoughts were revolving around Swara's mind, she for the first time felt afraid of her future, that have tendency to destroy not only her life, but every person associated with her, Specially Her Sanskar.

She took a deep breathe, before pulling herself harshly away from his embrace.

"I need to rest." Said Swara, turning her face away, trying to mask every expression dreading to form on her face.

Seeing her behaviour, Sanskar sighed deeply, shaking his head in disbelief at her failed attempt to hide her thoughts and feelings from him, when he can read her like an open book.

Sanskar pulled her back into her embrace, while she struggled to get free.

"Dont you get it. I am tired and I need rest." said Swara glaring at him.

Sanskar held her more tight, stopping her every movement.

"Shh.. Dont you dare, Mrs. Maheshwari." He said sternly, listening his tone, Swara stopped her movements automatically in shock.

She expected him to be calm with her, but his voice contained order and anger.

"What do you think that I dont know what all is going in that pea-sized brain of your's? I know you better than you know yourself Swara." He said.

"Then why are you still here? Leave me and go. I dont want to talk to you or anyone." She said angrily.

"Why? So you can dwell in that self pity of your's and collect more rubbish in your brain."

"This is not rubbish but truth, you and I both know my condition, why are you wasting your time coming here and giving pain to yourself."

"Which condition are you talking about? And I am not wasting my time and emotions, I do only care for my wife."

"Which condition? Seriously?" she said, tears rolled down her eyes again when she looked down to her feet.

"My condition is that maybe I will never be able to walk, leave walk I may never be able to stand on my feet again, maybe never be able to feel them again too. Everyone is giving fake hopes, Doctors, Maa, you, but nobody knows the truth." She said first pointing towards her feet, then clutching her collar in her grip whisper yelling, while tears rolling down her eyes more rapidly.

"Shh... Everything will be fine princess." Sanskar whispered, placing a kiss on her hair, rubbing her back.

"Please Sanskar, dont do this. Dont please. Leave me alone. I dont want fake hopes." Swara said in her choked voice, tears dripping down her eyes, and getting soaked in his shirt.

Her grip started to loosen on his shirt, her confidence breaking from within.

"Dont call me a Princess Please, I am not a princess, I am a nothing else than a curse. A bloody curse, for everyone related to me, and my own self. It would have been better if I had died 2 days back." She blabbered her thoughts looking down, that were causing her pain.

"Swaraaa..." Sanskar yelled angrily, his eyes turning red, and breathe becoming heavy with anger, he held her arms tight in his grip forcing her to look in his eyes, which did scare her for a moment, not by the anger, but the raw pain in his eyes made her flinch.

She realised what she said and cursed herself as it was supposed to be hidden from everyone, especially she never wanted Sanskar to know about all the thoughts in her mind.

"I am warning you Mrs. Sanskar Maheshwari, Dare you speak all this rubbish again, I swear I will be lying dead right in front of you." He said anger bubbling inside him, Swara gasped listening his words, and shook her head in negative, she immediately placed her hand on his mouth.

Sanskar gritted his teeth, and his eyes soften sensing her condition, he calmed down his anger and cupped her face yet again.

"It is not what you think Swara, for me you are not a curse, heck you never can be, you are my whole freaking life, I never knew I will have to explain it you again, explain you again how much I love you. I love you so much that it pains, it pains really bad seeing you like this, by like this I mean all this way, broken from within, questioning everything around."

"You are right, you are not my princess, My princess loves me very much, she understands me, she knows how much I love her. That seeing her alive means what to me. How I must have felt when she fell off the cliff right in front of me, when I was not able to save her."

He said tears rolling down his own eyes, he stood and turned around feeling a pain creeping in his heart, he inhaled and exhaled deeply before continuing.

"How must I have felt seeing you lying down on that stone, all bleeding and hurt, when I was even unable to watch a single scar on your body?"

"How I must have felt, during the whole ride from that stupid place to this hospital, not knowing how to wake you up, how to make you talk to me, how to make you stay with me?"

"You never know, how I must have felt when I was waiting outside the operation theathre, not knowing how you will be managing on your own, knowing that you are critical, knowing that I am nothing but a useless husband who cant even do anything except standing outside waiting, and waiting for don't know how long?"

"But you know what, I also felt the pain when doctor said about your condition, that you won't be able to walk right now, and that we can't help but wait, I love my Swara running and jumping here and there, mostly in her Detective style."

He let out a chuckle, remembering of all those moments of her before the accident, all chirpy and full of life.

"But more I was at relief, the pain was less, as I thought we will pass this phase and any other phase in our life, as long as we are together. I was happy that atleast My princess is with me, I didn't felt that useless you know. I promised myself that no matter what it takes but I will make sure that you will walk, maybe not now, tommorow, or day after, but will walk for sure."

"But that relief got washed away, as soon as you said that you wanted to di....e " he stuttered at last, his face filled with tears, his hands and lips shivering, and a burning sensation in his heart.

"Sa..nskar.." Swara called out for him, her own tears filled her face, she felt ashamed of herself right now, thinking only from her perspective and forgetting about the love of this particular person standing and supporting her everytime.

He turned hearing her pained voice, he never wanted to say her all this, but he lost the control over his emotions which he was controlling in front of everyone, listening her words.

She extended her arms towards him, while he rushed towards her and hugged her tight, while she too embraced him in her arms.

"I am Sorry Sanskar, I dont know, how, but I know I hurt you so much with my words, I am so sorry. I promise you I will be your princess, I will understand you, and we together will make everything right like always, even my feet. I trust my Sanskar, he will make everything right."

"Haan, But remember he is not useless, he is best maybe only because of him I am alive today, for his love."

She murmured placing a kiss on his forhead.

Maybe it was time for his pampering.

He resisted and turned his face away pouting, not wanting to believe her words, somewhere still hurt over the words she choose to utter.

She tightened her grip on him, "Please forgive me for last time, I dont know I got insecure and was in so much pain, to think anything else. But I assure you instead of thinking bad, I will help you in making everything fine. I promise if I will not be fine soon, then also I will try, and wont loose hope easily. Last time forgive your princess, pleasee.." She said holding Sanskar's one ear and muttered a quick 'sorry' pecking the side of his lip.

He smiled and wrapped his arms around her too tightly, placing his face in the crook of her neck and kissing it, to which she blushed after a long time.

"Last time?" Sanskar asked.

"Maybe" she replied mischiveously, Sanskar just shook his head and smiled seeing her trying to get back to normal.

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Outside the room,

Shomi came back after buying the medicines told to her, she opened the door and was about to step inside when she saw Sanskar and Swara hugging each other with a smile, she herself smiled realising that Sanskar was somewhere successful in making her understand.

The mother's heart finally felt some peace and she blessed Sanskar.

Ram and Sujata to came to the hospital and saw Shomi smiling to herself.

Sujata rushed towards her quickly and tapped her shoulder.

"Hay Mara Ram Ji..!! Shomi jii pagal ho gyi kya?" Sujata questioned seeing her smiling, but soon her gaze followed Shomi's.

(Oh My God..!! Shomi Have you gone mad?)

She quickly closed the door.

"Haye Haye..!! Thare ko sharam na avein? Pati patni ka romaze dekhte hue?" Sujata asked making faces.

("Dont you feel shame watching the romance between husband and wife")

"Sujata..!! Bawri ho gyi hai kya, kuch bhi bake ja rhi hai. Chup ho ja." Ram scolded her, to which she pouted and turned her face away.

Before anyone of them could say anything, a police officer came there way.

"Sir, I am Inspector JethaLal." said the officer, while Ram nodded his head and signalled Shomi to take Sujata away from here as for sure she will create some scene.

As indicated, Shomi and a complaining Sujata left the place.

"Now Say Inspector." asked Ram.

"Sir Actually, We are unable to find Rajat, even his body is not seen anywhere near the river or any town around, we think that he is saved and will somehow bounce back, so I came to ask you to be careful Sir." Inspector said Seriously.

Ram first frowned hearing the news, then suddenly got angry.

"You are only here to notify us, Seriously..!?? What the hell? Keep finding him, woh hawa mein gayab nahi hua hoga, and instead of only saying us, make proper arrangements to protect my family and specially my daughters from that man." Ram said angrily, while the officer nodded with fear.

"I was about to come next there only sir, but you are..." Jethalal said making faces, scared of his anger.

"Make sure the arrangements are perfect then." Ram said after clearing his throat slightly embarrased and then they discussed about the further things.

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