Being patient

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Yoongi almost missed the hesitant knock, since there was already warm water trickling down his upper body, almost swallowing the sound of Jimins presence. Still it was just almost.

"Yeah?!" Yoongi switched off the water, in order to understand what the boy might say.

"Uhm... can I come in?!" Jimin sounded hesitant, just the way his knock had been. "Yeah sure..." Yoongi quickly climbed out of the shower, unlocking the door before moving behind wall that separated the shower from the rest of the room.

Shuffling could be heard, which Yoongi assumed was caused by a nervous Jimin. "Uhm... so I thought I might need a shower aswell..." Jimin stated shyly. He didn't have the courage to move closer, since he both wasn't sure whether he was ready for Yoongi to see him naked again in such a short amount of time, and if he was ready to see Yoongis bare body. Up till now all he had seen was a shirtless Yoongi, which had almost caused him a heart attack of its own.

Still he really wanted to do this... so he awkwardly moved towards the shower, revealing Yoongi who had his back turned to him, water streaming down his back as he rinsed his hair out, making sure there was no shampoo left.

Jimin swallowed hard, staring at the olders broad back. Slowly moving closer, his gaze didn't leave Yoongi, who didn't seem to have noticed Jimins presence yet.

He was expecting for Jimin to just clean up himself, before leaving the bathroom again. What he sure as hell didn't expect was the way Jimins hands suddenly wrapped around his waist, snuggling closer.

"What are you doing?" He questions with a gentle tone underlying his voice. Jimin instantly felt the need to cling onto him even more, but instead forced himself to let go, so he could go through with what he wanted to do.

His gaze drifted downwards to Yoongis half erect member instantly heating up. His face probably displayed his embarrassment, since Yoongi chuckled lowly, making Jimin shiver, since his voice sounded a lot deeper than what he was used to.

"Sorry bout that... even cold water didn't really help earlier." He explained only making Jimin blush even harder. Suppressing his fear, he awkwardly smiled at Yoongi. "Could I try..." His gaze wandered down again.

Although he tried his best not thinking about his ex, he couldn't help but compare what he was seeing with his ex's dick. Yoongi was quite a bit bigger, but Jimin wasn't really that happy about that fact, although most might have been happy. More size just meant it could also inflict more pain.

Now it was Yoongis turn to feel flustered. He didn't want to pressure Jimin with anything, but just the thought of Jimin touching him made it hard to remain reasonable. "Are you sure about that?" He cupped Jimins face with his hands, pecking the boy's cheek.

"Not really, but I wanna try..." The younger mumbled still not really sure what to feel. He really wanted to make Yoongi feel good. Trying to give him back at least a bit of all the times he had made him happy and been there for him.

He carefully dropped down to his knees anxiously eyeing Yoongis half hard dick.

"Don't pressure yourself..." Yoongi reminded him, a soft smile on his lips.

"Uhm... yeah..." Jimin awkwardly answered, still thrown off by the sight in front of him.

Trying to remember what his ex liked he carefully in order not to be too rough wrapped his hand around Yoongis errection, making the older bite his lip. It had been forever since he had been touched by someone, but himself so he was overly sensitive. Also it was Jimin who was touching him. The boy who had been in too many of Yoongis fantasies to even count.

To Jimin, in the past most blowjobs had mainly been led by Beom, holding his head upright by Jimins hair and mouthfucking Jimin to be blunt, so he was kind of confused, as to, what he was supposed to do. Doing the closest thing to what he was used to, he slowly wrapped his mouth around Yoongis dick, making sure the other was wet enough for it not to make Yoongi uncomfortable before trying to take Yoongis dick all the way in, which didn't work out the way he wanted it to. Since his ex was a lot less built Jimin ended up choking instead.

Ignoring the tears that built up in his eyes because of his gag reflex, he tried again, wanting to make Yoongi feel good. He tried his best to ignore the weird feeling, until Yoongi carefully placed his hand on Jimins shoulder.

"Stop..."

Instantly Jimins eyes teared up even worse, as a wave of feeling useless hit him. He couldn't even make his boyfriend feel good...

"I'm sorry..." He sobbed, but was interrupted by Yoongi squatting down and hugging him. "Why the hell are you saying sorry?"

Jimin sniffled clinging to his boyfriend's body the heat the other emitted almost instantly calming him down. "I'm sorry I'm bad at this..." he whispered clinging even closer.

"Oh baby..." Yoongi carefully lent back holding Jimins shoulders in order to make eye contact with the younger boy. "The reason I stopped wasn't because you were doing a bad job, but the fact that you are forcing yourself to do this. I know it is weird to say this about a blowjob, since it is kind of one-sided, but I want you to enjoy this aswell."

A wave of relieve washed over Jimin. "And how is that supposed to work?" He asked, not in a sarcastic way, but as an actual question.

"Try going easy on this. Don't try to deepthroat me. Instead go for the tip. It won't take me very long to make come anyways." Yoongi explained Jimin nodding slowly. He still wasn't that sure of what to do, but he felt a lot better.

After Yoongi stood, Jimin once again wrapped his lips around Yoongis, careful not take him in to deeply.

"Try hollowing out your cheeks and suck on it..." Yoongi suggested, Jimin following his order, making him moan. "Shit this feels way to good..." He watched Jimin moving his head up down, clearly to concentrated on his task, to even notice Yoongi watching him.

A soft smile crept up on Yoongis lips. He really loved Jimin in all aspects...

"Could you go a bit deeper, but try not to gag yourself... maybe speed up a bit... I think I will come pretty soon..."

His breath hitched when Jimin did as asked, unconsciously using his tongue on Yoongis tip, whenever he moved back. Feeling himself close Yoongi quickly pulled out leaving a confused Jimin behind watching him as he quickly moved his hand up and down stroking his length before coming over the shower, making sure he wouldn't get any of his cum on Jimin, since he wasn't sure about how the boy would feel about it.

A small frown was visible on Jimins lips as the older looked at him again. "Why didn't you come in my mouth?" He asked, clearly disappointed.

Yoongi leaned down, placing a kiss on Jimins lips, well aware that they had been wrapped around his dick just seconds ago, but not caring at all. "I'm sorry... I wasn't sure how you felt about that and it kind of was a bit too late to ask... if you want we can change that next time." Yoongi suggested and Jimin nodded slowly.

"Yoongi?"

"Yeah?"

"Thanks... I really liked that a lot... and thanks for being patient. I know it must be a pain in the ass to wait for me..."

"Oh come on. That just now felt better than most sex I have ever had, just like kissing you does, so being patient is totally worth it. Also getting to see you get more comfortable makes me really happy."

He placed another kiss on Jimins lips.

"I love you..."

"I love you too..."    

A/N

Yoongi is so patient it's killing me

I'm just gonna mention that Jimin gets super insecure because Yoongi is this patient... he feels like Yoongi might leave him if he keeps him waiting any longer, which is the actual reason he joined Yoongi in the shower... he ended up enjoying it though after Yoongi guaranteeing him that he didn't need to push himself...

I love those two<3