A broken heart is all that's left
I'm still fixing all the cracks
Lost a couple of pieces when
I carried it, carried it, carried it home
I'm afraid of all I am
My mind feels like a foreign land
Silence ringing inside my head
Please, carry me, carry me, carry me home

I've spent all of the love I saved
We were always a losing game
Small town boy in a big arcade
I got addicted to a losing game

Oh, oh-ooh-oh
Oh, oh-ooh-oh
All I know, all I know
Loving you is a losing game

How many pennies in the slot?
Giving us up didn't take a lot
I saw the end 'fore it begun
Still I carried, I carried, I carried on
Oh, oh-ooh-oh
Oh, oh-ooh-oh
All I know, all I know
Loving you is a losing game

A tear roll down her cheek as she listened to her fav song... She knew wat her heart wanted but was it easy for her to do that ?? ...... No it wasn't easy for her.... How can she break someone's heart especially when that person had been her only companion in her hard times .... Raavi was in that position where she can't even take a step forward nor take a step backward... Taking step Backward means hurting Shiva n taking a step forward means hurting ankit

She closed her eyes hoping that it was all a dream but whom was she lying.... She knew that it's all reality!!
Everything was going so smoothly then why the hell she ruined everything by falling in love with him!!!! Why did she love shiva!!!!

Flashback

Arushi - U know raavi.... When u confused between two people choose the second one, because if u truly love the first one , u won't have been fall for the second one .... Agar Tu sach mein ankit se pyaar karti na toh tu Shiva ke liye feel nahi karti!!!! (Hugging her)

Raavi was just numb!!!! She just hug arushi tightly n cried out her heart

Raavi - aru... Mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha ki mein kya karu.... Mein kya feel karti hoon!!!!! (Crying)

Arushi - it's k!!! It's k!! (Patting her back)

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After few minutes raavi broke the hug!!!

Raavi - aru... Agar mein shiva se pyaar karti bhi hoon toh bhi woh toh nahi karta na!!!!

Arushi - Tu usse pyaar karti hai!!!! (Excitingly)

Raavi - pata nahi !!!!

Arushi gave her a questioning look

Raavi - I mean ....... (Hesitantly)

Arushi - it's k.. U take ur time..... But ek baat yaad rakhna shiva really loves u.....

Raavi heart skip a beat...... She look at arushi with wide eyes.... She was in love with him... Yes she knew she loves him .. But she just wanted to keep it to herself... But now, arushi was telling that he too loves her.. Her heart was beating too fast!!!

Raavi - mat... Matlab??? (Shock)

Arushi - (smiling) matlab he loves u idiot!!! (Softly hitting her forehead)

Raavi - tujhe kaise pata?? Usne bataya kya??? (Curiously)

Arushi look at her sister n smile....

Arushi - tujhe kyu jaana hai..... Tu toh usse pyaar nahi karti na!!!! (Seriously)

Raavi - nahi.... (Nervously)

Arushi - huh... Matlab pyaar karti hai??

Raavi - nahi...... I... Mean just... Genuinely jaana tha... Ki.... Tujhe kaise... Pata ki.. Woh... Mujhe ... Pyaar karta... Hai!!! (Nervously) usne tujhe bataya kya?? (Seriously)

Arushi - nahi usne mujhe bataya nahi....

Raavi - oh!!! (Sadly)

Arushi - ha usne mujhe bataya toh nahi pad mujhe pata hai.... (Raavi curiously looked at her) woh jaise tujhe dekhta hai uski aankhon mein tere liye unconditional pyaar dikhta hai , jab jab tere bare mein baatein hoti hai his face light up, he smile ,his eyes spark ... Teri choti si choti wish puri karta hai.. Tujhe shimla aana tha, usne sabko manaya, tujhe jahan jahan travel karna tha usne sabko manaya, woh baat hai ki sabko bolta hai ki kud ke liye karta hai (chuckle) but I know jo bhi karta hai bass tere liye karta hai... Teri care karta hai, teri chinta hai usse... Jab jab tujhe aur ankit ko saath mein dekhna hai... Woh hurt hota hai... His eyes tears up!!!! Yeh sab jaan kar abhi bhi tujhe lagta hai woh tujhse pyaar nahi karta?? (Questioning tone) toh phir meri dobi behan pata nahi mein tera kya karu!!!! (Dramatically facepalm)

Shock will be underestimate.... Raavi was dumbstruck with the revelation.... Yes shiva truly love her!!!!

Arushi - bass ek hi problem hai .... Woh bhi teri tara sirf dusro ki khushi ke bare mein sochta hai ... Usse bhi bass yehi chiz pareshaan kar raha hai ki kahi woh ankit ko na hurt karde.. Isliye usne abhi thak kuch nahi kaha hai... (Sadly) Bhagwaan ne bhi kya sahi jodi banayi hai.... Dono ki dobi+Sacrificial ultra pro max (sarcastically) pad don't worry mein hoon na.... I won't let u idiots end ur love story ...!!! (Chuckle)

Raavi - aru......

Arushi - nahi abhi kuch nahi.... Dekh tum dono sirf ankit ke liye ek dusre ko hurt kar rahe hoon... But trust me, isse sirf tum dono nahi ankit bhi hurt hoga.... Tu shiva se pyaar karti hai n I know u won't be able to love ankit again.. Toh don't u think ankit also deserve someone who should love him n only him!!!

Raavi - aru!!!! (Shocked)

Arushi - I know u don't believe that mein yeh sab bol rahi hoon aur sach kahu toh mein yeh bolna bhi nahi chahti lekin abb cupid play kiya hai toh third angle ko bahar toh nikalna padega na... !! (Chuckle)

Raavi - Tu na pagal hai!!!!

Arushi - I know that (laughing) ... Chal abb mein jati hoon bohot neend aa rahi hai.... Good night sweet dreams!!! (Smiling)

Raavi- good night... !!! (Giving a warm smile)

As arushi was leaving

Arushi - (thinking) Mein tere liye best chahti hoon raavi aur tere liye best sirf aur sirf shiva hai na hi ki woh cheater ankit jisne bass tujhe dhokha diya hai... Lekin agar mein tujhe yeh bolti toh sayad Tu phir se apne aap ko hurt karti!!!!

Flashback end

Arushi words were ringing in her mind.... Maybe she is right... !!!

Raavi knew that she was in love with shiva.... But She didn't knew what was gonna happen next!!!!

She just kept everything in God's hand n her destiny ....

Tomorrow was going to be a long n hectic day for her... Maybe she will talk with shiva and ankit about her feelings!!!! She just needed good rest!!!

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So the thing is the show is super depressing .... I don't feel any connection with it.. All thanks to the makers n bhabhi mahan. Isliye abb story bhi likhne ka maan nahi karta....

Last update I was so happy.. But this update I m so so irritated n disappointed!!!! Watching the show is becoming a stressful task 🙃🙃