Bhavya's POV

I look at my innocent husband with a smirk, he has no idea what I have done while he was gone. Should I be regretting that I am cheating on him? No! His family killed my father, I will not show any sympathy. I need another drink, I look towards the mirror where my secret stash for drinks is and a smile immediately pops up on my face. Oh drink, what would I do without you? I go towards the mirror when I feel a pair of hands on my waist. How much longer do I have to pretend to be sad?

Me (pretending to be upset) - Hi Rudy

Rudra (sad) - I know Bhavya, you are upset about our baby... but we can get another one....

Me (pretending to be hysterical) - NO! WE CAN'T... DIDN'T YOU HEAR THE DOCTOR, I CAN'T BE A MOTHER AGAIN... I HAD A MISCARRIAGE RUDY... DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS I WON'T HAVE A CHILD THAT WOULD CALL ME MUM AND YOU DAD... I ...

Rudra (angry) - Well, I won't be a father either... just because you were holding the child... it doesn't mean that I didn't love it... in fact I was more excited about it then you, sometimes I think you were the murdered for my child but then... I think about your love and all those bad thoughts go away...(calming down) look Bhavya, if you didn't drink so much then maybe ... just maybe... our child would be alive... I am not saying this but the doctors...(angry) look at these reports... it clearly shows that the baby died because of your stupid addiction...

He throws the reports at me and then leaves the room angrily. How did he find out? I angrily throw my shoes at the mirror which breaks into pieces, and then I rush towards my alcohol bottle and open one of them up and start drinking. How did he know? I specifically told that stupid doctor not to tell him, then how did he know?

Me (calling a shooter) - Hello, I want to give you a contract... I want you to kill Doctor Mishra... yes... I will pay you 5 lakhs... but I need to work done within 2 days... make sure not to leave any evidence behind

The shooter agrees to my demands and then ends the call. I told the doctor, that I will not spare her if she tells Rudra the reason for my miscarriage, well it's the doctor's last few days now. I am so happy that I will never be a mother... this has been the happiest news in my life. I hate kids, and I didn't want to become pregnant as it would change my body shape... I want to stay skinny not be fat. I have to make Rudra happy right now, as if he gets mad then it won't be good for me, as part of the plan, I have to make Rudra trust me blindly so much that he can go against his brothers for me... and so far it's work... soon enough... I will become sole owner of this property... you guys must be wondering why I called Rudra early and why I sounded so worried on the phone? Well, I have my men following Rudra anywhere, so basically when Rudra was going towards Tia's house, I started my first act of missing him and telling him about my 'mission.' The missing part was to make Rudra feel that I love him still and the 'mission' part was so I can go out anywhere at anytime on the name of a 'mission' and he wouldn't be able to stop me. Next one was to beg him to come back so that he doesn't have that cheap 'O' bro moment with his stupid brothers and sister... and they don't reunite. I was planning to make sure Rudra stays in Mumbai for a year or something, but that plan went flop due to his stupid brothers and sister there as well. After drinking 2 or 3 bottles, I go towards Rudra to show him how 'sorry' I feel. I see him sitting in the baby's room that he decorated and crying. The room was dark, but he was sitting near the window which had the moon shining making me see him properly. I carefully walk towards him, making sure not to walk like I am drunk and to be quiet.

Me (whispering) - Rudy!

Rudra (turning around and shocked) - BHAVYA! ARE YOU KIDDING ME? WHY ARE YOU DRINKING?

What? how did he know?

Me (curious) - How? H...How did you know?

Rudra (angry) - You have a half-empty bottle in your hand and you are never quiet... only when you are drunk... you know what Bhavya, I think we both need a little break from each other... I am going back to Mumbai... I can't deal with this...

Wait, I can't let him go there. I don't want him to know my truth...

Me (pretending to be hurt) - We just lost our baby and you are telling me you will leave me... you... I never expected this from you... I know I may have drank this (pointing the bottle) but this was because I am sad that I lost our baby... I don't want you to leave me... I need my husband's support the most right now...

Rudra (still angry) - I know you need my support but you were the cause for our baby's death... Bhavya, I need time... I am going to Mumbai, sorry

Me (angry) - NO! You aren't going anywhere, Yes, you are right I killed my child but guess what? They weren't your child... I cheated on you behind your back with many guys and that child was one of the other person's. I may be your wife but I was, am and will be in love with that one guy... who is my ex-boyfriend.... I can never be yours... I only pretended. I DON'T LOVE YOU and that child was a burden on me.

Rudra looks at me shocked and then slaps me, bringing me back into reality where Rudra is looking at me with a hurt face.

Rudra (hurt) - Bhavya, didn't you love our child? Why ... Why even after promising me... Why did you drink after I left?

OMG, that means whatever I said before was a dream... thank god

Me (pretending to be upset) - I am sorry Rudra... please don't leave me... I don't know what I would do without you... please don't leave me... I need you...

Rudra (smiling) - I would never leave you... I am glad you realised your mistake... now, let's go to sleep... it's late.

With a smile, Rudra goes towards the bedroom while I follow him with a smirk. My plan worked.

Precap - Rikara and Shivika

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