Indulging in one's introvert energy was once considered antisocial but not anymore. Exploring one's extrovert energy was encouraged but not anymore. At the moment it is a social evil to be a part of a social event and a person becomes a supervillain  by conducting a social event with a lot of people. Oh how the tables have turned!
Being able to not attend the parties with a lot of people I have no idea about, I realized a truth, I was harnessing a lot of hatred for myself in the past years. Though I am dark and skinny, that was not the part that I started despising at some point of myself. It was my very character that I hated so much and as far as I know, this very hatred made me further away from the person I wanted to be. The turned table gave me a chance to have more than few cups of coffee with my anger issues and self loathe. Perhaps that was my life changing moment, I started loving myself more and thus opened the doors to let others love flow to me.