Lunch was great, aside from the fact that there were fans who came up to us- came up to Bangtan, asking for photos, autographs, hugs, and giving them gifts.

They just wanted to have lunch.

Of course they were nice about it, trying to smile, trying to give out autographs and trying to accept gifts, but they couldn't take photos- they would just kindly refuse.

I know most people would say "They should be nice, show love to their fans." And trust me, they do, ALL THE TIME. But sometimes they have to say no, sometimes they want to be able to eat in peace or have some sense of privacy.

Sometimes, people forget that 'idols are people too'.

Not to mention that the manager had told BTS to not take photos and to keep interactions to a minimum when not on a schedule.

It was clear that Jimin was somewhat shy or nervous with the fans that kept coming up, most of them were, especially since they were in an unfamiliar place and being held back by a language barrier- nonetheless, they smiled and tried their best to be nice.

I think the worst part was seeing how many times they were interrupted, the food we had ordered got cold eventually and they couldn't eat quick enough.

I was somewhat irritated, but I can somewhat understand that they would want to see them up close, I definitely understand that, it's just difficult for both parties tbh.

Distinctly, I remember overhearing a few of the fans talking as they approached us, the girl with the light brown hair and dark brown eyes leaned in towards her two other friends and loudly whispered "Why is SHE here? What's her deal?" which was greeted with the response of 3 glares that felt like daggers.

Then they had proceeded to make their way towards the boys- smiles and all.

I know for sure that not everyone would hate me for working with them, but that was the first time I felt like everyone would hate me for it.

During lunch, Jimin and I texted- Yes, while we were both sitting at the same table:

Jimin: Did you enjoy my indirect to you? xD

Sena: UHM NO? DUDE DO YOU KNOW HOW CONFUSED THE REST OF THE MEMBERS LOOKED.

Jimin: Hahaha :P I'm sorry I couldn't help it :(

Sena: *rolls eyes*

Sena: You haven't told anyone, right?

Jimin: What? That you stole my underwear?

Sena: Yeah... that...

Jimin: Well of course not.

Sena: Oh. Good. Thank God.

Jimin: I mean I can't have everyone knowing how big of a pervert you are and like just imagine what they would think if they found out you had my underwear...

Sena: What do you mean how big of a pervert I am????? :O

Jimin: I've seen your youtube watch history.

Sena: ...

Sena: What did you see?

Jimin: "Jimin hip thrust compilation"-  Among many others...

Sena: Those weren't me. I think it was Jungkook. Jungkook asked to use my computer that one time. Must've been him. For sure. It was Jungkook.

Sena: WAIT WHAT WERE YOU DOING ON MY LAPTOP?

Jimin: ... Nothing.

Jimin: WHAT WERE YOU DOING WITH MY UNDERWEAR AFTER YOU STOLE IT?

Sena: I TOLD you. It was a DARE. WHAT WERE YOU DOING WITH MY GLOVES?

Jimin: Fine.

Jimin: You know you love me tho.

Sena: Yh but you know you love me more.

I glanced up at Jimin to find that he was smirking as he looked at his phone screen.

Fgs.

Stop being so charming.

Gimme a break.

Following our frequently disrupted lunch, we made our way back to the hotel, to rest for a bit and then prepare for the Vlive scheduled later on that day.

The broadcast was only going to be an hour long, and, as I had mentioned earlier on- I was going to be the translating MC since the manager wanted the broadcast to focus on international fans and help hype them up for the remainder of the tour.

We had a few games planned, one of them was called "Category Mayhem" in which fans would comment random categories and then the members would have a vote for who fit the category the best.

There was also a short mini-game planned for who could do the most pushups, where the winner would win- yes you guessed it: meat.

It was actually SO fun. The boys were having fun. Seeing them smile and laugh made me so happy.

Being on camera and all, I tried my VERY hardest to not stare at Jimin. It was so difficult, often I would find my eyes drifting in his direction or my thoughts wandering towards him.

My hands were ridiculously clammy, but I tried to pretend it was all cool, I was nervous but the only indication of my nervousness was my sweaty palms- at least that's what I hoped.

After a 10 minute Q&A, we had a short section in which we let fans actually talk to Bts, I mean, loads and loads of fans got to apply with their names and their phone numbers, these were all printed on little strips of paper, and a few of the members got to pick out a name each.

This was exclusively for international fans, the manager said that it was because "Korean fans get more of an opportunity to interact with BTS" and because we needed to "Improve relations with international fans." And of course I was so freaking onboard with this plan.

Jungkook got to choose one of the fans we called up, he reached into the bowl and stirred the strips of paper until finally picking one and slowly opening it.

"Don't read out the phone number though, you're going to dial it- we'll give you a phone"

He paused for a moment as he read the writing in his head-
"Uh Seattle, Washington... Ehleenohr Buornz?"
He tilted his head to the side and squinted, "No, that doesn't sound right, he showed the paper to Namjoon.
"It's pronounced Eh-le-na Burr-ns."
"Oh. Pretty name." He mumbled to him self as he took the phone into his hand and dialed away.

After 3 ring tones, she picked up.

"Hello?" A female voice nervously said.

They all greeted her, "HI ELEANOR!"

A light laugh sounded on the other side of the call, I heard something along the lines of "ogmogomg omg it's BTS"

"Anything you guys want to ask her?" I said as I turned to look at them.
"Uhm, can you ask her how she found out about us?" Hosoek suggested.
"OH and who her favourite is!" Jimin added.

I nodded towards the two of them.

"Hi Eleanor, you must be really excited to be on the phone to BTS!"
"Yes!" She squeaked.
"Well, Jhope was wondering how you got into BTS, and Jimin is asking who your favourite is, could you tell us?" I smiled towards the camera.
"Uh sure, well, a girl from my school sort of introduced me to them a couple years ago, and ever since it's just been a downward spiral into the fandom, and Kookie is my favourite!"

Upon hearing his nickname, Jungkook sat up a little and started listening a bit more carefully.

I translated what she said, and all of the members said things like "Thank you for supporting us!" and "Thank you for loving us!", Jungkook made a heart towards the camera with his muscly arms and blew a kiss, then he gave a thumbs up and said "Good choice." as he nodded.

Next caller; Jin pulled out a name and dialed the number.
"Hello! Are you Erin Fields from LA, California?" Jin greeted.
"Omg Hi! Yes that's me!" She squealed.
"HI ERIN!" The boys said in unison.
"Hey, Erin. Is there anything you want to ask BTS?" I paused for her to answer.
"Uh, yeah! Uhm... If you were a toast topping what would you be?" She asked then giggled slightly.

I translated the question, since 5/7 of them seemed VERY confused.
"Jam and butter, Or fruit!" Jimin answered.
"Ham." Namjoon answered.
"Wait, this is a serious question.... OH Chicken! Wait no... I'm not sure." Jin added.
Tae stared blankly before answering with a deeply puzzled expression, "Cheese??"
"Is there anything else you'd like to say before ending the call?" I asked to speed up things a little, we weren't going to have a lot of time for the last caller.
"Uhhh JIN I LOVE YOU! YOU'RE SO HANDSOME!! HOH." She screamed.

Jin laughed and winked at the camera, "I know, I know, thank you! I love you too!"

Our final fan call was to a girl named Olivia Fuentes, living in London, England.
Taehyung dialed the number and waited for an answer.
He blankly stared at the camera-
She answered.
"Hello?"
"Hi Olivia, BTS is here with me and they'd like to say hi!" I said.
"Omg what? OMG HI." She said with a shaky voice.
"Hey Olivia!" They all greeted her and waved towards the camera, Tae flashed his perfect rectangular smile at the camera and made a heart.
"We're a little short on time, is there anything you want to say to us?" Namjoon asked.
I glared at him "Ya dude that's my line!" I laughed. He grinned in response.
"Well, uhm. I love you guys so so so much. I wish you all the best and all I want is for you all to be happy and healthy!" She answered.
"Thank you Olibiya!" Taehyung immediately responded, he was followed by a chorus of "Thank you for loving us! Love you too!".

After the broadcast, we were done for the day, tomorrow, there was a concert in the evening and then we were flying out to Europe to start the European tour.
We were flying out to London.
It wasn't a big tour for Europe, we were only going to 3 cities- Paris, London and Berlin.
Which I thought was sort of unfair to be honest, those destinations are pretty close to eachother, what about fans in other parts of Europe?
The manager had told me that PDnim told him that next year's European tour would be much much better, with around 6 Countries.

I was told that it was London first so that we could take the Ferry to France and then fly to Berlin because APPARENTLY it's cheaper for us to suffer during our travels.
Yay.
Kill me.

We all settled into our rooms for a bit, just resting after a long day, Taehyung and Jungkook were just mucking around with the camera, recording some footage- which would probably end up in my Emails titled under "To sub".

My phone buzzed, I checked the screen, hoping it was Jimin. But it wasn't.

Yoongi: Have you seen this?

Sena: Seen what?

Yoongi: Wait it's loading...

Yoongi: Has sent a photo

I stared at the photo, it was a screenshot of a tweet from a Korean fan.
@BangtanAngelic165 -Did anyone else recognise the MC from today? I could swear she was at the fanmeet last month!

Beneath the tweet there were numerous replies, among them lay this one-

@Namjoonie1000 - Omg what? Is she some sort of stalker???? Does Bighit Know? She'll get sacked for sure.

I scrunched my face up.

Sena: Well now I have.

Yoongi: What are you going to do?

Sena: Pray it blows over? ^^'

Yoongi: You're walking on thin ice, you know.

Sena: I know.

Frustrated, I took a deep breath and violently exhaled out of my nose.
I looked down at my wrist and played about with my bracelet.

Jimin.

I really want to see him right now.

I thought to myself.

We weren't going to eat dinner outside since everyone was too tired, today we were all to feast on Room service!

Well, there was a restaurant on the ground floor of the hotel but that shit is pricey so idk I was going to stick to the room service.

My roommate and I ordered our food and just chatted as we waited.
Talking to Minjun eonnie was the most normal thing I'd done in quite some time to be honest, and I quite enjoyed it.
She was really sweet and she agreed to give me a makeover tomorrow.
I mean, if she thinks she can save THIS face, sure, why not.
She can try.

From the moment the broadcast had ended, I had already decided that I wanted to meet up with Jimin at night, even if it was just for an hour- or just for 10 minutes.
It was like I had to spend so long away from him, and now that I was finally in the same fucking location, I still couldn't see him or hold him as I pleased.

I held my breath in as I pressed send-

Sena: Hey, later on, can we meet up at the rooftop? I mean you don't have to but I would like it if you did.

Jimin: What? You couldn't stand being away from me any longer? ;)

I rolled my eyes. Then laughed a little.

Sena: Are you coming or not?

Jimin: I want to, I'll try to.

Jimin: I'll message you when I find out if I can.

Jimin: You're too shy to say it but I know it's because you missed me.

Sena: Well, then, you're too shy to say it but I know you missed me more :P

Jimin: Damn right.

Jimin: See you soon (Hopefully) x

Sena: See you x

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