***

I don't care.

I don't care what he said.

He doesn't understand me.

No one will understand.

Except him.

Did Donnie really think I would get over it easily? Did they really think I would forget what happened to Master Splinter?

Our father.

Our teacher.

My...best friend...

A tear falls down my cheek.

I whimper.

I try so hard not to let out a sob as my mouth quivers and my arm shakes.

I sniffed and wiped away the overflowing tears.

I took deep breaths.

"Don't cry..Don't cry..." I mutter to myself as I hugged myself.

I can't do this...

I CAN'T GET OVER IT!!!

Papa....

I can't live without you....

No matter how many times, we watched his deaths...

It still hurts.

My chest hurts so bad that I wanna die.

To end the pain.

But it doesn't seem worth it...

Something's holding me back...

I don't know what.

I hear Raph calling Donnie out of his room for dinner.

Suddenly, I heard a yelp and a clang.

Like...a blade falling to the floor.

I gasp in realization and the thought made me smirk.

You're such a hypocrite, Donnie.

And you will always be.

I let out a giggle as Donnie walked into the lab with my dinner.

"Hello..hypocrite."