"LET ME GO! YOU FUCKING TRAITORS! YOU WORTHLESS BROTHERS!"

Raph watched sadly as Leo thrashed around on the table and walked out of the lab.

"Father...please..help your son. Help Leo..."

Prayers have been wasted. It never worked.

Day 34

Leo is silent. He refuses to look at us..or even speak to us. But he just let us feed him..bath him or help him sleep.

Day 57

He mumbles in his sleep. Something about knives...I really wish I could help him.
I'm an engineer not a psychiatrist.

Day 77

He said he's fascinated about knives. He even asks Raph to buy him magazines about them. I don't think this is normal...but..he speaks normally now.

Day 89

Leo plays with his knife but I watch him just to make sure he doesn't cut himself. I asked him why he loves knives. He told me that I wouldn't understand.

Day 95

He cut himself. He apologized but if you ask me, it sounded like XXXXXXXX. I worry about Leo...I think he's thinking of suicide or self-harm. I have to keep an eye on him....

Day 102

I confiscated his knife. He cried like a child about it...that makes me more worried. Eventually, he passed out.

Day 200

Something's wrong...