* i couldn't stop my self for posting this. Please let me know how was it *.

Meerab stood in front of the operation theatre. Each passing hour increased her fear. Tears didn't stop falling through her eyes.

Maa begum stood there praying non-stop for son's wellness. She couldn't afford to lose her only son. She lost her husband long back now she can't lose her son.

The door of the operation theatre opens and a doctor walks out. Meerab  and the rest go to him. " He is out danger ". Doctor says. A relief wash over everyone.
" Can we meet him doctor ". Meerab asked. " Yes, once we shift him to the room you can meet him ". Doctor says by gently nodding his head and leaves from there.

Later murtasim was shifted to room. First going and meets him. The mother and son  a conversation. Maa begum was reliefed that is son out of danger and nothing happened to him.

Next meerab goes in and sits beside him. " How are feeling now ". Meerab asked. " Good " murtasim says looking into her eyes which were due to crying. " Allah ka shukar, that nothing happened to you. Everyone were very worried and tensed about you ". Meerab says. " And you ?". Murtasim questions. Meerab forwns at him. " No ". Meerab replied while avoiding eye contact. " Yah, why will you be?.  Infact you were happy right that I got shot. Finally you got a chance get rid of me ". Murtasim taunts. Meerab look him and says." You think that bad of me murtasim". Murtasim look at him. " I never wished you to die ". Meerab says looking down. " What does that mean?". Murtasim asked. Meerab  looks up to him and says" It doesn't mean anything. You don't have started to assume that". Murtasim interrupts." That you love me ". Meerab doesn't say anything." You love me don't you ?". Murtasim asked." No ". Meerab replied.

" Why don't you just accept it meerab?. Why do you have to make everything complicated. Until when  you deny your feelings Why don't say it already". Murtasim asks. " Why should I ?". Meerab agrues. Maa was standing  on the door. " Murtasim whenever I tried to a step toward you. I always found you with haya. She is always  around. She is always trying to separate us". Maa begum leaves from there. " You don't trust neither allow me to explain. You really think that I am so characterless that I will be involved with rohail while being in your nikkah. You saw me with rohail in that apartment and you assumed that i gone to karachi to meet him. Before you came I said him that I am married to you. I scared murtasim that if i accept the feeling for you. I will lose you took. Just like I lost everything else my studies, my life, my dreams even the my parents who brought me up. I know I have crossed limits while misbehaving with you.  I didn't want you to get attached to you too because didn't want to go through the  things again. I know you will leave me one day". Meerab says with wet eyes. Murtasim shook his head and placed his hand on her cheek. Meerab places his head on his chest.

I know the part is short. I just wanted to know that do want me to rewrite this part again or let it be as it is.

Was meerab right ?.

What should murtasim do now ?.

Will maa begum accept her mistake?.