Hey guys ridz is back with next part.. I saw many of u asking me why swara forgave sanky so easily.. guys, wen did I say that?ya she was happy seeing him infront of her but she has not forgiven him.. Infact read on to find out what will happen wen sanky will meet swara and ask forgiveness..

One more thing guys I forgot to tell u all yesterday.. this is the last part of my ss…so here I go

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PART10

Sanju quietly came back and slept besides swara.. her movement made swara awake but by the time she turned to see sanju, she had closed her eyes and almost slept.. swara took her in her embrace and began caressing her hairs thinking about sanskar

**SWARA’s POV start**

Oh my god! I still cant believe that I found him.. my fainting hope got light.. but still it has not won.. the way he turned his face.. I m sure he still hates me.. (teary eyes) why cant I be happy? I was searching for my happiness from the past five years and now wen he is infront of me why is he behaving so strange? Was he right? He doesn’t loves me and whatever he said that night was in the effect of alcohol… why sanskar why are u making me suffer so much.. I will have to talk to him… but if he doesn’t loves me.. I will let him go.. I thought he left me for laksh but if in any case he doesn’t loves me.. I will let him go.. for his happiness.. I will not let him know about sanju also to make him bind with me.. my happiness is seeing him happy… me and sanju will survive without him… (this thought pained he a lot)

**swara’s POV ends**

She dozed off while thinking about him
In Morning

Swara came out of the washroom wearing a black zara dress.. she found sanju is not in the room

Swara: where is sanju? Must have gone to varun or shantanu for demanding something (smiled thinking about her) she would be so happy to see sanskar.. but I will hav to first meet him alone so that I can find out what he wants.. then only I will tell sanju..

On the otherside

Sanju and sanskar

Sanskar: princess u r sure na ur mumma is not angry on me?

Sanju: chill papa.. mumma loves u so much.. lets go together and surprise her..

They left for swara’s room but on the way met piyu and varun

Piyu: sanju!! Wat r u doing here and who is he?

Sanju: wo masi…

Varun(recognizes sanskar): hey sanskar.. good morning.. (to sanju) are u again troubling him?

Piyu was confused: again troubling matlab?

Varun tells her the day before incident

Piyu(to sanskar): oh thank u soo much.. u took care of our sanju.. but is she troubling u again?

Sanju was now irritated

Sanju: bas! Will anyone would now listen to me

Sanskar smiled looking at her while VaYu looked at her tensedly

VaYu: wat happened sanju?

Sanju: masi, mausaji… he is my papa.. sanskar maheshwari

VaYu were stunned.. they looked at him while he smiled at them

Varun: u r sanskar maheshwari?

Sanskar: yes

Piyu(teary eyes): have u come here for swara? Will u accept her back in ur life? Please sanskar.. she has suffered a lot without u.. please dnt make her suffer more..

Sanskar(guilty): I know that and yes I will accept her back.. I love her so much.. I acted foolish in the past but now will not her suffer anymore.. I m sorry and thank u to u both for taking care of my two precious gifts these years

Varun( hugged him): no problem dude.. u came back.. that is more than enough for us.. please go to her.. she is waiting for u from 5 years

Piyu: my swara’s hope won today.. oh god I m so happy for her.. come lets go to her together..
They all left for swara’s room

In swara room

She heard a knock

Swara: come in

Her back was towards the door.. she heard sanju

Sanju: mumma

Swara turned around and was shocked to see sanju standing with sanskar on the door.. at back she can see VaYu looking at her excitedly..she didn’t knew how to react… sanskar came forward and hugged her

Sanskar: how r u swara?

Swara didn’t responded back.. she stood numb.. sanskar feeling something strange looked at her but she was looking at sanju..

Sanju: look mumma papa came

Piyu: yes swara.. ur hope won

Swara(blankly): I want to speak to him alone.. varun piyu please take sanju along with u..

SanVaYu left.. swara looked at sanskar who was looking at her lovingly..

Swara: what do u want sanskar?

Sanskar(confused): swara.. look I know I did wrong in past but now I totally regret it.. I know sanju is our daughter…

Swara: correction mr. maheshwari.. she is my daughter not ours.. u left me long back na.. now wat do u want?

Sanskar(shocked): swara: why r u saying like dat? I know u r angry with me.. lets start afresh.. for sanju..she needs our love... swara punish me.. slap me.. but your cold behavior is killing me

Swara had enough now.. she turned around and slapped sanskar tightly across his face…

Swara: is it ok now? U want to start afresh for sanju!! Haan? U left me long back for laksh.. hain na? everytime u decide about my life due to others and wat about me haan? U r just a selfish man sanskar maheshwari.. leave from here

Sanskar(teary eyes): how can u say like that swara.. I.. I love u.. I really care for u

Swara: I don’t care.. these were ur words na wen u left me alone.. the time I wanted u the most.. u were not with me and now I dnt need u.. we dnt need u sanskar.. just go away.. u hav lost my trust

Saying this she went from the room…

Sanskar was in tears and drowning in guilt: I m sorry swara.. I will make sure I gain ur trust back.. I want my full family with me.. I love u swara.. I love u

Swara(crying and thinking): I love u too sanskar.. but u hav hurted me a lot in the past.. I cant forgive u so easily.. u should know how much I suffered without u.. how much it hurts wen ur love is not reciprocated.. u again gave me pain today by saying that u want to start afresh for sanju.. its true.. u never cared for me..

It was true in past her love overcame her feeling of being hurt but now that love feeling was overpowered by the feeling of hurt on seeing him infront of her eyes

She reached the conference hall where shantanu and VaYu were waiting for her… she told everything that happened

Piyu: will u not accept him swara

Swara: he has hurt me a lot piyu.. and today his statement proved that he wants sanju and not me.. I m hating myself for loving him so deeply

All this while shantanu was just standing numb listening about sanskar’s return in swara’s life.. a lone tear escaped from his eyes which was unnoticed by all except one.. varun.. he knew thar he had some feelings for swara and was hoping that one day swara will reciprocate him his feelings.. varun held his shoulder in order to comfort him.. shan quickly wiped his tears and faked a smile towards varun.. seeing swara crying he decided to make her mood light.. by that time sanskar had also reached there and was observing everything.. he cudnt hear the convo but can see their actions

Shantanu: kya yaar swara.. sanskar maheshwari.. he is ur husband.. (teasing her)… bilkul Bandar lagta hai (winking)

Swara(pointing a finger towards him): don’t u dare say anything about my hubby.. I will kill u.. I know he doesn’t loves me and now I hate them the most but still.. u better be aware of me shan (smiling)

All were happy seeing her smiling

Shantanu: ok meri Jhansi ki rani sorry (holding his ears and pouts) will not say anything about ur hubby… my life is very much dear to me.. meri to shadi bhi ni hui hai abhi

Swara laughed seeing his antics.. shan smiled and side hugged her… this was all witnessed by sanskar.. he was burning in jealousy.. he couldn’t hear the convo he cud just see shan winking at her, swara scolding him, he saying sorry, swara laughing with him whole heartedly and last which infuriated him the most was that side hug…

He just wanted to go and punch shan for touching his angel.. the meeting started but all the time sanskar’s mid was occupied with swara.. he could see the level of comfort swashan had… he was boiling.. swara felt his gaze on her but ignored which irked sanskar more..

After the meeting finishes.. a welcome party was announced in the evening for all the companies.. all left for their room.. while going towards her room swara felt a sudden pull and yes it was sanskar.. she was going to shout but he closed her mouth.. swara jerked his hands from her mouth..

Swara(angrily): wat r u doing? Is this the way to behave?

Sanskar(angrily): oh really.. u dnt talk about behavior..i have seen it

Swara: wat do u mean?

Sanskar: I mean wat I say.. u r behaving rude with me, wanted to go away from me but wat is all that is going on with that shantanu khurana? I can see how much close u both r.

Swara: u r misunderstanding.. its nothing like that and anyways its none of your business.. remember u signed the divorce papers

She started going but then sanky held her tight from her shoulders

Sanskar(holding her): yes its true I signed the papers.. but I also know u didn’t signed them and neither they r submitted in the court.. don’t lie swara.. mom told me everything yesterday

Swara(shocked but then composed): ok then.. will sign them now.. problem solved mr. maheshwari.. no need to worry about me and sanju.. u r free from this unwanted relation

Sanskar(shocked): no swara u cant do this.. I love u.. I want u and sanju back in my life

Swara(adamant): but I dnt want u.. leave me sanskar.. its paining.. u r just a selfish man sanskar.. I know u will take my sanju from me and den again u will leave me.. u always treated me as a toy.. I hate u

Sankar looses his grip and swara goes from there angrily

Both swasan were crying badly sitting on floor in their rooms

In the evening

Swara dressed in a baby pink gown with silver work.. hair straight open with curls at the end.. her ears were adorned with small diamond tops and lips with baby pink lipstick and eyes with light makeup looking stunning.. sanskar was in black tuxedo… he was mesmerized to see swara but she ignored him… he felt bad..

Party was in its full swing wen the lights went off and a spotlight came focusing sanskar who was holding a mike

Sanskar(looking at swara): dear ladies and gentlemen.. I m here to do something special for my loving wife who loves me unconditionally.. I hav hurted her a lot and want to apologise

All applauded for him to go ahead.. swara was looking at him controlling her tears.. he started singing

***

Kya tujhe ab ye dil bataye
Tujhpe kitna mujhe pyar aaye
Aansuon se likhdun main tujhko
Koi mere bin padh hi na paye

Yoon rahun chup kuch bhi na bolun
Barso lambi neende so lun
Jin ankhon mein tu rehta hain
Saddiyon taq wo aakhein na kholun

Mere ander khudko bhar de
Mujhko mujhse khali karde
Mere ander khudko bhar de
Mujhko mujhse khali karde

Jis sham tu naa mile
Wo sham dhalti nahi
Aadat si tu ban gayi hai
Aadat badalti nahi

Kya tujhe ab ye dil bataye
Tere bina kyu sans na aaye
Aansuon se likhdun main tujhko
Koi mere bin padh hi naa paye

Mere ander khudko bhar de
Mujhko mujhse khaali kar de (x3)

Haathon se girne lagi
Har aarzoo har dua
Sajde se main utth gaya
Jis pal tu mera huaa (x2)

Kya tujhe ab ye dil bataye
Kyun teri bahon mein hi chain aaye
Aansuon se likhdun main tujhko
Koi mere bin padh hi na paaye

Mere ander khudko bhar de
Mujhko mujhse khali karde (x3)

***

After the song finishes everyone applauded..they had a painful eyelock..sanskar mouthed I M SORRY to swara.. this was it for swara.. she cannot control more and ran from there.. sanskar got tensed seeing her and ran behind her.. he reached outside and saw swara in garden standing and crying

Sanskar: swara…

Now it was swara’s turn to burst out

Swara(turning towards him): enough sanskar.. enough is enough… u know how much I hav suffered because of u.. I swara gadodia.. was a simple girl dreaming that one day her prince charming will come and take her with him and will love her forever.. but see my prince came and took me away but hated me.. why? Because I betrayed her brother.. that brother whom I never loved.. I ran away because of my sister’s happiness… the girl for whom her family was everything.. that family disowned her.. I tried finding my happiness in u sanskar.. but u were blind in love of ur brother.. u never cared for me.. for my feelings.. u knw how much it hurted me wen u used to lokk at me with that I HATE YOU look? That night I thought everything is sorted.. I surrendered myself to u completely.. I knw u were not in ur senses.. still I trusted u.. but in turn wat u did? Again for your brother u left me after taking my dignity considering it as a mistake.. u acted like a coward.. u just ran away leaving me alone… I didn’t knew wat to do.. the only thing I knew was that I love u.. truly and deeply and it was difficult for me to live with ur memories in that room.. I left that house and walked aimlessly……
that day was the most precious day for me because I came to know about the arrival of our symbol of love or rather symbol of my love but your mistake… I should have been the happiest.. the news of becoming a mother is in itself soo good for a woman.. she wants to cherish it with her husband but here I was.. without my husband.. whose love and care I wanted the most.. my husband was not with me to take care of mine, tolerating my mood swings, to give me a warm hug and an assuring kiss wenever I felt low and fulfilling all my demands.. when sanju was born I just wanted to be hugged by my husband, feel his happiness being in his arms and share mine with him.. I wanted to grow my child with the love of both the parents.. wanted to enjoy her each and every action with u sanskar.. her first teeth, her first steps, her first day at school each and everything.. but here I was a mere single mother trying to give her the love of both mother and father.was living seeing her smile and waiting for u. I never let her felt ur absence… and wat u were doing? Just running away from reality.u didn’t received my calls and not replied for any mail... and now u r here suddenly after 5 years claiming to love me.. I cant afford to get broken again sanskar… bahut mushkil se joda hai khud ko.. phir se tut gayi to sambhal nahi paungi

all this while sanskar was just listening to her pain keeping his head down and cursing himself for causing so much pain to her

sanskar: I m sorry swara.. I really repent for my act.. wat should I do to prove my love?

Swara: go away from here sanskar.. out from my life

By the time piyu varun and shan also reached there and heard the last line

Piyu: are u mad swara? Wat r u doing? He is really sorry

Sanskar: ok swara.. if u want I will go away from here.. I just want ur happiness and if u r happy like this I will go out from ur life..

Saying this he goes, took his car went away..swara sat on floor and bursted into tears.. varun went behind him in order to check about his safety but after sometime he called shan who alongwith piyu was consoling swara

Varun: shan.. bring swara to the nearby cliff fast.. sanskar is going to jump from there.. please jaldi

Shan(terrified): what!!! Haan wait.. u stop him.. I m bringing her there.. (to swara) swara sanskar is going to do suicide.. jaldi.. he loves u truly.. come fast before it gets late

Swara was horrified

Swara: what!! No no.. he cant do that.. take me fast there..

The trio alongwith sanju sat in the car and went to the cliff..

The cliff

Reaching there swara came out and her heart sank into her stomach

Swara(shouting): sanskar!!! Are u mad.. come back u will fall..

Sanskar turns around and smiles seeing swara

Sanskar(smiling with guilt in eyes): I don’t want to trouble u more swara.. but trust me I really love u and I m sorry for wat all I did in past.. goodbye.. (shouting) I LOVE YOU SWARA
And sanskar jumped

Swara: SANSKAAAAR

***EPISODE ENDS***

Here I end the last part of my very first ss.. And to all those who thought sanskar is acting.. No he isnt.. And neither its swara's dream.. I know u all want to kill me right now but epilogue is still there.. I want today each and every reader to comment.. I can expect that much atleast.. every comment counts. It can be a smiley too..
I know I wrapped it up very fast but guys its becoming difficult for me to handle both writing and studies.. I didnt wanted to leave it in middle.. so I wrapped up but I guess I gave u all enough heart attacks in this ss and afterall it was an ss.. It supposed to hav 10 to 12 parts only so i didnt dragged it much...
To know wat happened to swasan love story.. was it complete or left incomplete tune into epilogue which will be posted soon.. till then this is ridz signing off