Hey guys, i'm gonna be honest with you.

I have complete lost passion over Hamilton and the ships.

Don't get me wrong, I don't hate them, I just can't continue on making stuff for this fandom.

But this isn't me saying that I'm discontinuing this book, I'm still finishing this one. But I will delete some books, And as for this book- It won't have the same hype as before, I just really don't have passion for it.

And I feel trapped. I honestlh feel trapped in this community, I love the people here but some are just too much. Whenever I try new things, it'll get compared to my Hamilton books, or they'll ask why i'm creating a new book even though i'm not finished with the Hamilton ones, it's like I don't have the right to create new thinhs because some all expect it to be Hamilton or any other musical.

And instead of getting some criticsm or stuff on my original content, I get musical references. I mean it's cool and all but it just hurts my heart when sometimes when I vent, they respond with Hamilton references.

The musical is cool. All musicals are cool, but there's a limit to everything. Even musicals.

People expect me to draw Hamilton, and honestly, the expectations of me creating more Hamilton content made me lose passion for it.

Or the pm's demanding me to update, saying that "You haven't updated in so long yet you are active, please take responsibilty to your book and update them before doing other wattpad things" Like wtf, guys. I don't live off on Hamilton.

Sometimes I can't even enjoy the music anymore, i've read so many references that hearing the real thing made me feel sick.

Dont get me wrong, the music is greay, the lyrics and the whole stageplay wad astonoshing, still astonishing. One of the greatest musicals in History, but the toxicity in the fandom ruined it for me.

I remember, when I wanted to practice art and want to try new thing, I asked you guys to comment down unique and different drawings for me to draw, but I got Hamilton. Again.

I just feel trapped, you know- Instead of feeling passionate for the stuff I contribute in the fandom- I felt forced instead, like shackles. But I continued on, because I was afraid that you guys woulfd leave once I stop making Hamilton content.

But I had enough, so please. Stop pming me forcing/threatening me to update my Hamilton books, or tell me plot I should write, make an Lams animatic or a kinky, oversexualized Lams drawing because I ain't doing it.

I'm done.

I'm still gonna continue TWBE because ive gone so far in this book, and it'd be a waste to discontinue it. I don't wanna be more of a disappointment to you guys by deleting this one as well.

I've fallen inlove with other fandoms months ago, I just didn't want to tell you guys. But now, I'm not afraid anymore. Whoever leaves, leaves. Whoever stays, stays. I've been so broken about everything all my life, everyone keeps on leaving me, but now? I am done, I am not afraid, I am strong. I don't need anyone.

From now on I'll only focus on those who truly stay by my side, those who stayed even though I stopped loving Hamilton, stayed despite all my scars, stayed because they were true friends.

This isn't the end of my Hamilton Journey, more like an early goodbye, because once I finish this book- I will let go of the Hamilton fandom. I'll say a proper goodbye.

I respect the musical, I still like it, just not as much as before. I like other things now, but I won't join in on the fandoms, I learned a lesson. Some fandoms can ruin the passion you have for sonething, so I won't join in, like what szin does.

I love Seven Deadly Sins and My Hero Academia. Tododeku and Katsudeku are OTP. Gowther needs help, he's been so broken. Elizabeth and Meliodas needs a break, 3000 years is too much, 106 deaths are too far.

I created a poll on instagram, about what bnha story I will make.

I won't be surprised if you hate me after I delete the other Hamilton books, but I truly apologize for not achieving your expectations, for not pleasing you.

But I can't do it anymore. Thank you for reading.

Goodbye, see you on the next update- Its exams soo yeah.