September 8th, 2014

When Namjoon-hyung gave this to me, I couldn't stop thinking about my conversation with Yoongi-hyung. It's been weighing on my mind.

When I need guidance, I usually go to Yoongi-hyung because he knows a lot and is mature...but lately, he's just spiteful. His eyes were cold as I asked him for help and they pierced through me like a knife when he formed his response, venom dripping from his tone. 

"Life is going to be harder than this. Are you sure you want to continue living?"

I don't think he was trying to make me feel worse, but when he asked me that awful question, the answer that immediately came to mind was 'no'. It scared me. It still does. I'm not sure what I'll do...I hate feeling this way...