She didn't say a single word in the car, except a line that shut my mouth to even bother her again.
We reached our apartment. Pratham, Suhani and Vyom were on a night out. So it was just me and her.
"Bela we'll order Italian today.", I couldn't complete and she slammed the door of her room shut on my face.
We both had to do our packing for tomorrow.
And she must be doing that only, so I head to my room to complete mine. It was just 8, so I'll order the dinner later.

Bela, has changed so much. From the "I don't give a damn" to "you are my everything". I could say that yes! I did have an impact on her life. Positive or Negative, I wasn't sure of.
Her BET!
This girl has gone insane. I could lose the world to win over her and she kept on just $5000. Haha.
Not her, but I want to test my own self if I am good for her or not. Because I don't trust myself. I don't trust myself with circumstances. I am well aware of her love for me, and that love is just for me, no one else. But, I need some time to get that trust on myself. If I do, I myself will propose her at the end of this month, or you'll have to lose your BET, Bela.
I am done and I think she too is done.

I order our dinner and head to Bela's room. Thankfully the door wasn't closed but she was not in the room. I head in and hear tap water voices from the washroom, so I sit on the bed waiting for her to show up. I need to be on good terms with her before we leave.

She came out and went to the dressing table. She was always comfortable in changing before me, so didn't asked me to get out. But before she could start changing, I went and cupped her from behind, "Still angry?"
No answer.
She started doing her hairs. Her hairs were wet and drops of water adorned her neck as she waved them. Her figure was sexier now and her scent was deadlier.
She didn't asked me to move away, as if I was having no effect on her. Completely expressionless. However, her effect on me was more than clear as I closed my eyes to seep in her warmth.
Getting out of my hands, she went to pick up her clothes and started changing.
"Say something Bela!?", She wore her top and turned to apply hair gel.
I snatched the hair gel and held her by her waist, "I love you Bela!", I smirked knowing this can definitely not let her quiet.
She looked at me and unexpectedly smiled, "Again! Don't play with me Mahir. I am not the one who will run behind you always.
Till now, I thought that if you reconcile with your mom, you'll definitely end the confusion between us. But no! You are a another level."
"Bela.. you know it's not that!", I said trying to pursue her.
"So is it that you don't want to be committed at this age and play around?
Or is it because I am not good enough?
Or is it because you think every girl is meant to just play with?
Or because you have got better options?"
"Bela..are you mad or what!? You trust me...right!?", I said calmly so I could make her understand.
"If I had a mere doubt on you, I wouldn't have thought twice after what Yuvi showed me! That sight was hell real. But I don't think you reciprocate the same. You are a self centered person. Just in the name of me deserving better, you are running from being committed.", She pulled out of my arms forcefully, "You are just hurting me that's it!"

I go behind her as she walks into the closet to get a scarf.
"Bela..I need some time.. you know?"
"How much time!? From the day you have entered my life, I have lost my clarity. I am confused about everything, you, me, others and damn everyone. These bloody emotions have fucked up my life.", She was agitated, "Am not asking you for anything...just say either YES or NO! If it's a yes, I am all yours. And if it's a no, let's make it your way. Just friends. Okay! Now tell me!?", She held my collar and we were just an inch apart.
I couldn't open my mouth. Her outburst was so sudden, that I couldn't process things in my mind.
I was just about to say something when the door bell rang. She left me instantly.
And I went to the door to receive our food.
I pay for it and put it on the dining table.
I didn't expect it but she came forward and started arranging plates for both of us.
I knew she doesn't like to be bothered while eating, so I stayed quiet.

"Thank you for the dinner.", she said, "since I have to leave early, I'll sleep now. Good night!" and left to her room before I could say anything.

I know she's angry and everything she said was out of anger. Except one thing that I have caused utter confusion and dilemma in her life.

I leave it and doze off to sleep.
Next morning, I wake up with a knock on my room's door. When I open my eyes, I see Bela all dressed up.
"Mahir I am leaving!"
I got up suddenly, "Bela... you would have woke up me!", I go to her instantly.
"The bus is about to come.", She said to me.
"Okay then listen to my answer.", I said taking her hands in mine.
She took them back, "Don't have mercy upon me, just because I am leaving. I have come here to hug you once.", and she hugged me.
I rubbed her back, "Bela...I love you...!"
"Complete it...say 'As a friend'..", and she smirked.
"You're still angry!", I said to her.
"Why do you care?", She replied instantly.
And before I could say anything, we hear the bus horn.
"Bye! Am leaving and yes...all the best..!!", She said to me.
"All the best to you too... and yes..I love you!", I kissed on her cheeks.
And she left.

Now I had to prepare for my own. Yeah! Bela left disappointed but I planned something else, something better. Better for me. Better for her. Let's see what life has in store for me and her. For us.