'Not everyone have a pink world'

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Above Rose's outfit

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I was in the park with my nanny and threw the ball at her and she missed it and went away to get it when suddenly someone from behind put a handkerchief on my mouth and I struggled to get out of the grip but started feeling dizziness when I felt like someone is picking me up and I heard someone's faint voice of someone yelling to stop and the darkness took over me.

When I woke up I saw nothing but darkness I sat up and looked around and heard some saying 'boss she is up'
Then the lights turned on and I blinked few time before taking the light in and a man maked his way towards me and I looked around two person are lying on the concrete floor beside me are no other than Jake and James
I looked at myself tied with ropes I looked up and saw no one else other than Uncle Sam what he is doing here??

"Uncle Sam?"

I looked up at him, he looked down at me with no emotions on his face and said

"So the sleeping beauty is awake"

"Where I am? what are you doing here? who brought me here? Why I am tied in ropes?

I asked and looked at him and he said made me cry.

"Shut the Fuck up I brought you here and you bitch stop asking me questions"

I cried and cried after he left and tried to wake Jake and James up, they have so many bruises on there bodies and looked like tortured from days I again tryed to wake them up, when they woke up and looked at me in shock

"What are you doing here?"

They both whisper in panicked tone

"Uncle Sam brought me here. What are you doing here weren't you were at your college"

That's what mom and dad told me from last week.

"Rose are you okay did he hurt you?

Jake asked I looked at him and cried and said

"H-he called me b-bitch"

"That motherfucker"
James said and pulled me to him and hugged me and patted my back and head lovingly and I slept in his embrace.

When someone slapped me hard I woke up and looked up and saw Uncle Sam and he pulled out a gun and pointed at Jake And James who looked sacred and I looked at him horrified and someone yelled that they are all around us.

With that he pulled the trigger and was about to shoot when I yelled

"No please don't Uncle Sam you love us"

"Shut up you bitch"

And he pulled the trigger and than

BAMM!!

"NOOOOOO"

but it doesn't affect his

And Jake and James groaned in pain and then he pointed the gun at me before he could shoot door opened with a thud and my dad's men came and Uncle Sam ran away and i ran towards there lifeless bodies and screamed

"NOOOOO, WAKE UP, YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME!

I looked around and singed it's a nightmare and checked the time it's 4 AM, I got up and went to washroom and I looked at myself in mirror and splashed water on my face and asked myself looking at the mirror and said

"Why? Why me? Why you both left?"

And sighed and went outside of the room and massaged Matt that no security for today and made a coffee for myself without sugar dark and bitter and sipped it and went to my study and opened the drawer of my desk and took out a photo frame and creased the two face most dear to me.

And sadly smiled and put it back in drawer, like all the years from past I still have that nightmare.

I got myself engaged in work and my phone beeped it's was from Matt and he said Okay About the previous massage and I knew he would have agreed because on this day even the security follows me but the don't stay with me they look at me from away just for one day.

I checked the time 7 AM I got up and made my way to washroom and took a long bath by 8 AM I got dressed in my black of shoulder frock that reached my knees wore a black pair of heels and grabbed my purse and left my penthouse and entered the garage and took a Black Mercedes out and drove towards the church.

At Church I went inside and prayed for them and it ended after an hour and I felt someone's hand on my shoulder and turned and saw the father and pastor of church he sadly smiled at me.

"Father Weasley"

"My child it's okay everything is going to be okay"

I nodded and smiled at him.
Father Weasley is acquaintance to our family from my granddad's time.

"How have you been Father and your wife"

"I am fine my child and your aunt is still the same"

I smiled at him and said

"Father I hope you will come on my birthday we are organizing a gala and I am going to make public appearances"

"Wow. That's great I was about to ask you because I had read that the Arterbery's are going to announce their hire. I am very happy and surely I will come"

"Thank you Father I will leave now"

He smiled and walked me out and I went away.

After a slow drive of 40 minutes I reached Brooklyn our old place.

And drove past our mansion which stands in all it's glory the beautiful White marble mansion is the beautiful work of the great masonry and the perfect sculptures was a gift by my great granddad to my great grandmom on their wedding this is now my mom and dad's mansion.

I drove past it and after 5 minutes I reached the old graveyard even it is a graveyard still it is so beautiful at the end of it there are 6 graves I put red roses at four of them they are of my grand parents and great grand parents they love red roses. I head towards the last two graves.

Jake Robert Arterbery
15, January, 1995
19, September, 2010

James Ricardo Arterbery
15, January, 1995
19, September, 2010

My dear brothers twins they are so much same and do everything thing together that they even died together.

I put a bouquet of white roses  on each of there graves and sat at the side of James grave and asked the same question I am asking from last eight years.

"Why did you leave me? Your little baby girl needs you two then why?"

I let out a sad laugh and turned towards them and said

"So funny of me I am asking you guys the same question every year in a hope I will get an answer that is never gonna happen"

I smiled sadly at them

"3 more weeks and everyone will know I am Arterbery bro and I am going to hire the both companies that you should have hired by now I hope I will not disappoint you,
I always wanted to be a travel photographer and writer but fate is what we called it I have to be the C.E.O"

A tear trickled down my cheek I wiped it and continued to tell them about everything in my life and by the time I end i had spent two hours talking to them but it felt like two minutes I want to tell them so much more.

But I stood up and said

"I will never disappoint you I love you both and I wish you two were here"

I bowed and went out of the graveyard and sat in my car and drove to the mansion and guards nodded at me and I parked the car in driveway and opened the door and went downstairs in the basement and then into great grand dad's study and pulled the blue book from the bookshelf and the big painting moved it's a secret door and only I know it's password great dad only told me after two years of my brother's death I put the secret code and the door opened and the dark hallway lit up with dim light I passed four doors one is a library other is a bedroom the next to them is a lounge room and the last is study I went to the end of the hallway there is a big black door I pressed my thumb on the handle it scanned it and the door knob opened, I opened the door and went inside there is a small hallway with many family photographs, paintings, and portraits at the other end there is another door I put the secret code then it opened and went inside our secret room.

What a beautiful room it is there is a beautiful grand piano, 2 guitars, 8 different violin two of them is mine and one have diamonds on it and the other one is simple but classic

It is my favorite, my grand dad gave me on my 13th birthday I took it and moved to the elevator and pressed the button to a room that is at the bottom and I have to put 5 different codes in processe of entering that secret room it opened and there were 9 different sculptures our family (G.grand mom and
dad, grand mom and dad, my mom and dad, my brothers and me)

I stood in the center and put the violin on my left shoulder and under my chin and played it in lower notes at start and then higher notes throughout and at end again lower notes.

About for an hour, I do this on all the important days of their life my loved ones.

By the time I end it's six in the evening I stayed there for another hour and then went went out and went to my car.

I was feeling sadness because in all these years I was getting ready to take over our business o never got to enjoy like others having boyfriends doing some fun and all  it in end I am perfect that's what everyone says but only I know how perfect I am.

I drove to one of the popular local bar in New York City. It's easy to enter when you have premium membership card.

I took a seat on one of  the barstools and the bartender came to me quite young maybe a teenager and blond.

"What can I get for you sweetheart"

Yeah flirt is all these bartender guys have
to do.

"One tequila"

He nodded and winked at me I don't care until he steps out of his limits.

"Here you go beautiful"
After some time he came with my tequila and I took it and nodded

I slowly sipped on it and looked around some girls are gossiping some people  are dancing and grinding on each other and some are siting in booths and drinking some girls are around some handsome men flirting and same men are doing normal club shits.

I finished my drink and ordered for vodka shots. I think I am gonna need a large drink in no time.

3 Vodka shots were not enough for me I guess because today I want to get drunk so I called the bartender

"Excuse me please give me whiskey"

He came with my drink in no time

"Here you go beautiful"

I took it and slowly drink a sip as it entered my throat and left a burning sensation.

I feel sad, I wish I have a simple life were I can show my emotions, I can have friends, I don't have to care about world, I don't have to think about everything, I just want to live simple and enjoy the life even for one day.

Just one day.

I stood up and went to washroom I think I need to wash my face. On my way I saw some girls talking about something about Platinum's I stopped to listen what they are saying one with the red hair said showing her phone
"Look what the Arterbery's site has posted that on 5th October they are throwing a gala ball and they will also reveal the next heiress."

"Yeah they have a daughter"

"Lucky bitch to have helicopter parents"

"But I had a friend in the company she told me that she is working there in the company"

"Yeah maybe"

And with that the moved away

I sighed and went inside the washroom and looked at myself how much I work but the will never see me from my point of view.

I don't care and with that I went inside again and took my seat and asked for another glass of whiskey.

"Hey beautiful, mind to have a dance"
A random guy asked I just made a disgust look and shooed him away.

And many other guys asked the same and I felt light headed but still I didn't danced I called the bartender and asked him for the bill

"3700$, I can give you discount sweetheart"

He winked and I know what he meant I just opened my purse and handed him my black card.

"I think this would do"

His mouth hung low and he nodded and handed me back I called my chauffer and bodyguards.

In two minutes they were there I looked at Matt and he gave me a sad and concerned smile and nodded at me before saying

"I don't think you should have drink this much Rose"

"C'mon Matt I d-don't drink o-often."

"Rose you are drunk Let's leave and the chauffeur is waiting"

I smiled at him and we went outside and Matt supported me to walk I entered in the limousine and leaned back in the seat and Matt sat beside me and gave me some water I gladly accepted it as my mouth was dry.
After take 2-3 big sips from the bottle I handed it back to him and said

"H-how I wish I could just go around the c-club and have fun w-without any s-security, Matt I w-wish I am not that p-perfect why me?"

He just smiled sadly at me

"M-Matt why they h-ave to l-eave me w-why I can't be n-normal"

"You can't do anything Rose"

I laughed at him

"Yeah I can't, I can't bring them back, I can't be happy, and I can't live the way I want without responsibilities"

I shouted at him and he looked at me sadly again

"Why are you looking sadly at me Matt"

He shook his head

I know the reason.

"T-they are d-dead b-because of me I c-could have s-saved them"

A lone tear escaped my eyes and I wiped it away I don't cry.

"Oh Rose, I wish I could do something"

"Yeah I want to see dad"

"Like this in drunk state"

"Yeah and that's my order"

He nodded because he know how stubborn I can be.

"To the mansion"
He said to the chauffer

And in 20 minutes I was at the mansion and I went inside after stumbling a bit I pressed the door bell and leaned against the wall soon I heard someone's steps coming and the door opened revealing my mom.

"Rose my child what are you doing here?"

She looked surprised

"C-can't I c-come home m-mom"
I stuttered

She sadly smiled at me and said

"Are you drunk dear what happened to you?"

"No I am not mom can I come in"

She came close and embrace me in her warmth, oh god how I miss her

"I m-miss y-you m-mom"

I sobbed at her shoulder

"It's Okay it's alright my dear"

I tightly hugged her and stayed there for some time before I spoke

"Where is dad?"

"in his the bar drinking, like father like daughter"

She said and laughed

I smiled and went to the bar he was sitting at one stool and drinking whiskey.

"Make one for me dad"

He looked up at me and smiled sadly and took out an glass and poured some in it and put it in front of me.

"You are already drunk princess and this is the last drink we both are having,Okay"
He said I nodded and took a sip and looked at him and said

"Dad did you went there"
(A/n the grave)
He nodded

And I finished my drink and said

"I went in the mansion in the secret basement dad"

He looked at me and said

"I know you miss them a lot dear"
After a pause he said

"Will please play the violin for me"

I got up and took the violin from the glass case and sat at a stool in center and started to play slowly in low notes and I remembered

[Flashback]
11 years ago.

"Hey dad, you are back"

He smiled and picked me up

"How is my princess and my two little sons"
"We are fine dad" we said in unison and mom smiled and came in and kissed dad

"Here they go nasty again"
James said and we all laughed at that

"Dad dad you come with me"

I pulled him to the garden and made him sit on the bench

"What are you doing princess"

"Just wait dad"

Jake and James both came and we took our seats in front of him and mom and put violin and started playing. It's was our favorite hobby.

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I sadly smiled at the memories of our happy family and a tear escaped my eyes and I looked at dad he looked at me with sadness and admiration at the same time I stood up and put the violin at the stool and went to him he was sitting  on the couch and sat down on the floor and put my head on his lap and said

"I miss them so much dad"

And cried out

"I too miss them my dear"

I cried and cried until my my tears stopped coming and I eventually fell asleep.

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Published:- 7th, September 2020
Word count : 3193

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I hope you all liked this chapter.
I am sorry in last chapter I promised for Dark's P.O.V but this chapter is already went a way too long so I think I will try to put it in the next chapter.

Sorry for the late update actually I was haven't exams and also I was having some issues with wattpad  and was not able to restore some part.

Also I want to tell you guys that at the starting of the chapter I gave a part of her bothers death but it not all I will tell about it in upcoming chapters.

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With Love

~Snow~