890 days.
Do you know how long that is?
2 and a half years.
What does that time stand for?
The last time you had ever felt the emotion called love.

534.
Another number that stands for something.
What though?
The number of days since you've been happy.
Do you know how long that is?
A year and a half.

178.
What does this number stand for?
That's how long you've been going to therapy for.

6 months.
And you know what?
It hurts.
It hurts so dam much.

But it's ok.
You're use to pain.
That's all you have felt for the past 890 days.
And you don't expect it to change.

Zero.
You want to know what this number stands for?
Take a guess.

Is it the number of hugs you've received?
No, try again.

The number of kisses you've gotten?
That's not it.

You give up yet?
That's the number of tears you've cried.
The number of hugs you have received.
The number of kisses you've gotten.
And the number of times you have smiled in the past 890 days.

Zero.

Those things that you call a smile?
They're fake.
Every last one of them.
Your broken, but you refuse to let other people help.

Why?
Why do you make yourself suffer?
You think your the only one struggling with this.
You're not alone.
We can get you help.
All you have to is ask.

So please.
Let us help you.
Let me help you.